Kevin's Korner

Beyond The Veil

2009-09-17T06:28:00.001-07:00

Today I read a comment by my brother thrice (biologically, in Christ, in preaching) Pastor Kraig L. Pullam. He basically makes issue with those who constantly want to go "higher" in the Lord. His point was a good one... Instead of higher why not deeper??? Hmmm. I have always felt that way but never really articulated that clearly. (Well said BROTHER Pastor)

As I facilitate a survey of the book of Hebrews with our congregation, I am certainly feeling Pastor Kraig on this idea of going "deeper." Realizing that we have a "great high Priest on the order of Melchizedek" is a great starting point for the believer. To understand that we have been invited into the "Holy of Hollies" to dwell continually in God's presence is an idea that, in and of itself, shatters ritualistic/superficial/legalistic mindsets we see way to often. I want to take advantage of the opportunity to walk beyond the outer court and continue until I am in a place where God and I commune. Yes Pastor Kraig, I want to go deeper in my pursuit to draw closer. Over and over again the Hebrew author invites us to "draw near" (closer).

It's no small task though. It takes (chapter 5) "confidence" and (chapter 10) "full assurance of faith." Far too often we encounter those who are much to timid and/or unsure about their relationship with, and access to, THE Father. Thus, we see a disenfranchisement of an entire congregation (or should I say Parish) of people. They are infused with the idea that they must follow the "old", rather than "new and living" way. Catholics caught within the confines of a Confessional Cabin to cry "vain repetition" toward (not God) what they call the "Vicar of Christ"??? We are assured by the word of God (1 Timothy 2:5) "there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." The Vicar, Victory, and Veil were all conquered by Christ... We have the right to walk "Beyond the Veil" that was rent "from top to bottom" by Christ Himself.

So... with ALL that said. (lol) I accept Jesus Christ and the privileged access to the Father that comes through HIM and HIM ALONE. Though I "forsake not the assembling" of myself together with the people of God on a regular and consistent basis, I realize that the responsibility and practice of drawing closer to God is mine individually. So... I refute the idea that any Person, Priest, or Parish has the monopoly on God-access and can somehow usher me into a place that has not already been exposed through the work of Christ.

Well... I think I just felt like rambling. At least I posted though. Love you all

K.P.

Major Demands/Unlimited Supply

2009-09-15T14:37:00.000-07:00

No doubt it's been several months since I last attempted to post. I probably don't have to convince the average Pastor that there have been several "swift transitions" during that time. High points (mountain top) and low point (valley lows) have come in their fair share. I have seen sickness, death, victory, and defeat. From passing of an infant child to walking across the stage to finally receive my Bachelor of Arts in Psychology, it's been an eventful few months. Even now I am engaged in trying to lead or congregation through a "down time" into another "growth spurt." All of that while tackling two (yes It's crazy) Master's programs simultaneously. We can't forget the demands of family life. I have attempted to ever increase my involvement and effectiveness as a husband and father. I would guess it sounds like I am bordering or on the verge of complaining. However, that's not it at all. I am actually taking a moment to rejoice and thank the Lord for His unwavering and overwhelming providence. I the face of every DEMAND that life and ministry have presented THE LORD has been faithful to "supply all my need according to His riches in glory."

Kevin

You Are A Preacher!!!

2009-03-04T10:15:00.001-08:00

Today I am gleaning and gathering nuggets from a little book by W.W. Melton entitled "The Making Of A Preacher." It is a book that my father twice (in flesh and ministry) Pastor William L. Pullam made me aware of many years ago. It is NO LONGER in print, and he only had one copy which his father Deacon Lloyd A. Pullam gave to him early in his ministry. Recently he, my father, found a copy that was up for bid and consequently he won the bid for it. (amount undisclosed) On this past Sunday, when preaching at his fine church, he presented it to ME... Wow!!! ME??? To say that least, I am humbled and honored that he would think enough of me to give me a copy. I was sitting on the porch glued to this book and it seemed like, with every point, I was challenged, changed, and re-charged about my call into gospel preaching ministry. I thank my heavenly father above for such great insight and moving my earthly father to share.

Here's an excerpt from Chapter 1 "You Have Decided To Be A Preacher" :

"You are a preacher. What is your attitude toward sin? There are those who try to make a joke of sin. Are you among them? One's attitude toward sin will be the measure of his attitude toward Christ the Saviour. It will be the standard by which his attitude toward repentance, faith, regeneration, and redemption are measured. Any man who regards sin as a harmless defect in life, but nothing more serious, will think of Christ as a good but unnecessary person- and I spell the word with a small "p." Whoever makes a joke of hell must, out of necessity, make a joke of heaven. The man who would take the fire out of hell would also take the glory out of heaven. He that belittles sin will also belittle repentance. The man who denies the doctrine of atonement through the blood of Jesus has no Gospel to preach. A preacher who denies these great fundamental truths is a traitor if he stands in the pulpit and repudiates the things for which he claims to be called of God to proclaim, and for which he is paid by the church to proclaim."

There is SO much more but I understand how LONG posts usually don't gain much audience.

Soli Deo Gloria,
Pastor Kevin L. Pullam

Endless Possibilities!!!

2009-02-25T21:14:00.000-08:00

It has been accurately stated that "you cannot have an 8 track religion in a ipod generation." Yes... Traditional value and moral is where we find our source, substance, and sustaining. However, we must be careful that the traditional doesn't catch the "ism" bug. Man... Such indoctrination and stagnation can create a great dilemma. I am witnesses a great many, otherwise vital and vibrant ministries, falling and failing because they have failed to notice the difference between tradition and traditionalism. "What's the difference" you ask. Jaroslav Pelikan says, in The Vindication of Tradition, that “Tradition is the living faith of those now dead, Traditionalism is the dead faith of those now living.”

I am realizing more every day that the possibilities for God's people, and ministry, are endless. There are SO many things I envision the body of Christ doing to effect change for the Kingdom and in the lives of those who, otherwise, would not know Jesus Christ as the Living Lord and Savior. He is able to do "exceedingly, abundantly, above, all that we can ask or think." (Ephesians 3:20) Thus, my patience is wearing thin for short-sightedness. Those with a cold disposition and faithless attitude have begun to be one of the greatest irritants for me. Who are we to say what God CANNOT do in the life of anyone that has Him on their side?

Hallelujah... I am expecting GREAT and MIGHTY things to be made manifest in the life of every believer that has the audacity to believe, trust, and walk by faith rather than sight. "With people it is impossible, but not with God. For with God ALL things are possible." (Mark 10:27)

God Be Praise,

Kevin L. Pullam

Stop Shoulding On Yourself

2009-02-24T22:58:00.000-08:00

Yeah... I know. It's a feasible yet controversial statement. A statement about the well intentioned dragons that get caught up in the "conceptual" stages about what "should" be done. We've all witnessed those who have a firm grasp on what the problem is and, even more, what should be done about it. However, though they've put their minds and mouths in motion, they never make it into material movement and manifestation.

"We SHOULD take ministry beyond the walls of the church." "We SHOULD be more supportive of the pastor, his vision, and his leadership." Or, "what the pastor should have done is this and that." "Back in the day, when we had the previous opportunity, we SHOULD not have proceeded at the time." You see what I mean? A people and place that simply SHOULDS all over itself.

The bible says, "I must work the work of Him that has sent me while it is day, for night comes when no man can work." (John 9:4) It would seem as if we are repeatedly, in the word of God, admonished to DO in action rather than in concept. It's not enough to say "I should have given food to the hungry" or "we should have an agency to help abused women and children."

I am challenged and convicted to rid myself of the "should" that surrounds me and engage in ministry in an even greater way.

Freudian Mindset

2009-02-23T21:11:00.000-08:00

Wow... I am preparing for a test, that commences in the morning, for a class called "Psychology of Personality." One of the strongest "theories" we have been wrestling with is that of Sigmund Freud. It's amazing that, though he was a self-proclaimed atheist, much of his overall perspective for humankind had a biblically relevant application. In a nutshell, Freud believed in the basic "badness" of the human race. In his estimation, we are ALL inanimately bad and thus have natural tendencies that gravitate toward an almost evil outcome and destiny. However, he believed that through a set and sequence of pregenital "stages" that one could learn to deal in society to be a functional person by way of healthy or functional advancement through each aforementioned stage. He believed that there were three levels of consciousness: The "id" The "ego" and The "superego." Id being the unconscious level of personality. Id, being driven by the pleasure principle, is an unfiltered and unquenchable force that basically seeks to do what is wanted and not what is politically correct. The superego is the "middle man" that basically tries to convince the id that his desire is understandable but not practical at the time. Thus the superego is fashioned to redirect the energies of the id to wait until there is some socially acceptable time and place to carry out it's driving desires. The ego represents the socially conscious level or echelon of personality existence. The ego has internalized the socially acceptable "means" of societal principles. So... The ego is a place that absorbs what is learned in society to be "morally right" in the eyes of the masses. What parents, church, God, etc has taught serves as the "acceptable" avenue for the id to satisfy it's urge.

This is important and amazing. Freud inadvertently substantiated the claims of the Holy Scriptures. Over and over again we see how, through the fall of Adam (subsequently mankind) we are all overcome with the tendency and penalty of sin. David said, in Psalm 51, "I was born into sin and in sin did my mother conceive men." Isaiah said, in Isaiah 6, "for I am a man of unclean lips and I dwell amongst a people of unclean lips." Jesus Himself said, in John 3:18, "whoever believes in Him (Jesus) is NOT condemned, but he who does not believe is condemned ALREADY." Unfortunately, we all have a sin mechanism that is innately healthy WITHOUT the acceptance and sacrifice of our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ. Yes Freud... we ARE innately doomed to a life of evil and condescending tendency withOUT the intervention and intercession of our Lord Jesus Christ. Thank God for the promise in 2 Corinthians 5:17... "if ANY man be in Christ he is a NEW creation, old things are past away BEHOLD, all things are become new."

Though Freud ultimately takes a pessimistic approach to the plight and plot of people, thank God there is a great high priest that, according to the Hebrew writer, has offered a new and living way. Thus the Freudian mindset, though having some validity in premise, is ultimately not the last voice on the matter.... Hallelujah!!!

Shalom,

Kevin L. Pullam

A.W.E. 2009

2009-02-20T06:41:00.000-08:00

In the close to nine years I've been at Friendship, affectionately called "The Ship", there have been many great endeavors to reflect upon. I am grateful that the Lord has allowed me to see some great things.

NOW... I am PUMPED about what the Lord is doing in the life of our church now. Our theme for the year is "Our Time to Shine in 2009" (Matt. 5:16). As result, we are attempting to do some bold things in ministry. So... We are excited about what we are calling A.W.E..... April Word Experience. Every Wednesday night in April we will have a wonderful worship and word encounter with the Lord. We have some of this country's most gifted preachers/pastors coming to share with our city and congregation. Granted TWO of the guys are my brothers. (Kraig L. Pullam and Lance Mann) None-the-less, they are among two of the nations most up and coming trumpeteers for the Lord.

No doubt that this is a HUGE undertaking for a ministry of our size and scope. Nevertheless, I am trusting God as Jehovah Jireh to afford us everything we need for success. We solicit your partnership through prayer. If you are in the South Texas area any Wednesday evening in April, we invite you to come and share in this experience with us.

Shalom,

Pastor Kevin L. Pullam

On The Blog Again

2009-02-07T01:57:00.000-08:00

Well folks... It's been a LONG time since I have posted and I have thoroughly missed every minute of the dialogue and fellowship. It will probably take me a couple of weeks to really get back into the swing of things but I am dedicating myself to posting EVERY day. I have continued to read all the posts of my "blogfamily" and you ALL continue to inspire me. I believe it's your dedication to sound biblical exposition, pastoral leadership, and Christian fellowship that makes your blog presence so rewarding and helpful.

There are so many things to share and catch up on so here we go...

Kevin L. Pullam

W.O.W. Weekend

2008-10-30T21:45:00.000-07:00

Greetings,

Yes, I know, it's been a while. I have REALLY been busy. Since we last "blogged" there have been a great host of transitions. One of the biggest things on my plate has been the ongoing renovation project at our church. We have basically given the interior of our facility a TOTAL face lift. The greatest "burden" (if you will call it that) is that much of it has been on my shoulders. I am somewhat a "Jack of All Trades" and during Spring Break of this year I decided it was time to change things up and bring our facility into the New Millennium. The aim was to incorporate decor, technology, spaces that would be more user-friendly in our attempts at relevant ministry. When we started the space was ill-managed, out dated, and in poor repair (basically). For example, the carpets were 1970's orange along with complete wood paneling in the entire building. We knocked out walls, yanked out paneling, ripped up carpet, gutted out the sound system, etc. Needless to say; it has been an expensive and exhausting time for myself and the congregation. However, the potential is proving to be encouraging.
(Pictures coming soon)

On this weekend we embark upon the Annual Celebration of our W.O.W. Ministry. (Women of Wisdom) I am especially excited because one of my preaching proteges', and subsequent predecessor at the church in the name of Rev. James R. Miller will be the special 3:00pm guest. I am looking forward to a wonderful weekend of worship, word, and fellowship as he shares with us. It will also be the first time he sees the place since we went "crazy" changing EVERYTHING. It will be interesting to get his inventory of the changes. I respect his opinion. He has always offered great suggestions and encouragement as relates to my ministry.

I ask the prayers of all my blog family as we attempt to return to some degree of normalcy. There are a LOAD of things I want to share about the last several weeks and am sure we will find the time in the coming days.

God Bless...

God Hears and Answers Prayer

2008-10-08T22:03:00.000-07:00

As you know, per the post on yesterday, I have been thoroughly engaged in prayer for several "brothers" that have been heavy on my heart.

Well, of that group of brothers, one of them that has been a part of my fervent devotion and prayer has been my biological brother in the name of Keith L. Pullam. Today, October 8th, happens to be the day that he celebrates his 33rd birthday. The Lord allowed me to be in much missed fellowship with him on yesterday and today. Yesterday he came by the church to speak with my father and as result we ended up going to Cracker Barrel together to have some time of catching up and kicking back. The Lord is SO faithful. While he was there at the church, the Lord prompted me to get on the piano and just TRY to conjure up some of the gospel tunes we used to play "back in the day." As result, Keith got on the drums. It has been years since we had played together and we BOTH struggled to get through the songs. But, the worth of that time spoke VOLUMES to my heart. I was just SO glad and appreciative that God had us catch a glimpse of how it "used to be."

Well... As a result of this special time I commented to Keith that we were actually in NEED of a drummer to "help out" a bit. Furthermore I suggested that he stop by on tonight at 8:15pm to sit in on rehearsal. 6:45pm, I got to the church. (rushed to make my handout copies for bible study) Taught bible study (had a wonderful time in our Spiritual Leadership series part 4). Was meeting and greeting people at the close of bible study, looked up and what do you know? Keith was hugging and greeting people from the congregation. I know it may NOT be such a big deal to YOU, but if you knew the story it was a certain VICTORY... He REALLY CAME, is all I could think. He greeted Bro. Evans, our church musician/director, and mounted the drums. YES, he is still very rusty after years of NOT playing. But, it was MUSIC to my ears.

He promised/pledged to be there on Sunday. THANK YOU LORD for being the "lifter up of my head." God is so AWESOME. I know that this is just one simple step. But, the Lord knows how I have toiled in prayer for my brother Keith and that He would allow us to be yoked together in ministry.

I ask the prayers of my entire blog family that the Lord will allow me insight to offer the correct mixture of love and leadership to hopefully see a rekindling of Keith's fire and desire for the Lord and Kingdom work.

Kevin

Am I My Brother's Keeper?

2008-10-07T03:57:00.001-07:00

I have a couple of brothers that have been very strongly in my heart and mind now for the last couple of weeks. They are much like me but, at the same time, so different. I have often, and still to this day, been misunderstood by them to be the opposite of who I really am. It seems as if the harder I strive to bridge the gap the greater it widens. How could persons that have known one another for so long and walked with each other through so much be this disconnected?

Well, I am imagining that the deeper question for me now is "why do I worry so much about it?" Am I just being to affectionate and sentimental? It would seem as if I am the only one with any real despair about the breakdown. Well... I realize that my blog is probably the least "technical" of us all. I further understand that sometimes my transparency can be frightening. I would be the first to agree that there is a very fine line between appropriate/inappropriate sharing on the blog or any other cyber-source. So, I guess I will just stop here and keep praying about the best way to extend my heart and hand to all those who come to mind right now.

Tip!!! I think it is a shame to allow others to constantly pour into, encourage, exhort, edify YOU and YOU never employ or seize the opportunity to return the expression and sentiment. (As my Dad would say, "Now that was for free.") lol

Thanks Pastor Mann... Psalm 133:1 fits here. "Behold how good and how pleasant it is for brothers to dwell together in unity."

It is in this "unity" that we find strength. As a result of a commitment to this "unity" we see, as the bible says, "iron sharpen iron." With a dedication to this "unity" we are able to have true Koinonia, which is literally carries the idea of a perpetual EXCHANGE. It's the constant giving and taking of all persons involved that make this fellowship and unity so rich. So if one always takes the position of GIVING, while the other only TAKES, there comes a lofty lopsidedness in the relationship. OH!!! I said I was gonna stop didn't I???

Kevin L. Pullam

You've Got A Big But

2008-10-06T08:43:00.001-07:00

Greetings blogfamily. I just thought it was way passed time to say something. I will admit that church, family, school, etc. has proven to divide my attentions in such a way that blogging has been difficult at best.

On yesterday we had a wonderful time in worship. Attendance is slowly climbing and the worship atmosphere continues to grow in width and depth. Of course, I am grateful and thankful to God for this. I was led on last week toward an exposition of Romans 7:14-25. It was apparent, very early in the week, that this would be a word of challenge and exhortation to move beyond dismal into the dynamic. Of course, there are at least two theological views as relates to Paul's statements concerning his struggles. His statement "when I would to good evil is always present..." The main question becomes "was Paul speaking of his pre-salvific or post-salvific life?" Well, there are strong arguments by Augustine and other "church fathers" that suggest that there is NO WAY this could have been Paul speaking of life in his Apostolic Anointing. However, there are strong arguments based on etymological (word) study from some of the earlier Greek texts that suggest Paul was speaking in the present tense (imperfect). Wow... This was an ongoing struggle for Paul. Caught, as John Phillips says, between the "Law of Sinai" and the "Law of Sin." Paul, being as greatly statured as he was in intellect, spirituality, Godliness, etc. still admits to the constant struggle we believers have against the world, THE FLESH, and the devil. In the text he gives insight to the:

I. The Person With this Struggle

a. It's Personal Conflict (Paul's use of personal pronouns "I" and "me")
b. It's Perpetual Conflict (We get a sense that this is a constant concern)

II. The Problem of This Struggle (Noted by the threefold "for" in the text)

a. Conflict of Potential (vv. 15-17)
b. Conflict of Purpose (vv. 18-20)
c. Conflict of Principles (vv. 21-24)

III.. The Place of this Struggle

a. In my mind
b. In my members

So, I have TRIED to share the framework for the message. The Lord really blessed it and used it to challenge us all. The subject was radical, as it often is with me. "You've Got A Big But." This is because Paul says, and I'm paraphrasing, "there are things I want to do, BUT I don't do them." He then shares, "there are things I hate to do, BUT that I do." How often have we seen the people in the parishes we pastor struggle much the same way. "I would tithe...BUT." I would stay for Sunday School and go to Bible Study, BUT." I would be more faithful to the choir, BUT." I shared with the congregation that, by this message, I was led to recall that song sang back in the day by E.U. "Doin the Butt." I said, "Now realize today that I'm not talking about your b-u-T-T, but AM talking about your B-U-T. Like E.U. sang a lot of folks are 'Doin the BUT."

Well, I closed by issuing the challenge as to what kind of Christian each person would decide to be. The question is, will you invest in your MIND or your MEMBERS. Many times throughout scripture we see the Lord want us to solidify our spiritual walk and fervor by way of our MIND. "He keeps those in perfect peace who keep their MINDS fixed on Him." "Let this MIND be in you which was also in Christ Jesus." "Be not conformed to this world but be transformed by the renewing of you're MIND." Grandma used to say, "Walking and talking with my MIND stayed on Jesus." Whereas investing all of your stock into your MEMBERS is a dead end. Matter of fact, James asks the question in Chapter 4 verse 1 of his book to the church, "where do you think the battles and struggles come from amongst you (the church), is it not from the things waring in your MEMBERS?" Just as Jesus said to Nicodemus, "that which is born of the flesh is of the flesh, that which is born of the spirit is spirit..." As Paul, we need to recognize the POTENTIAL to do evil even when we have good intentions.

Thesis: Don't cancel out the good that you "would do" with your but.

So, we ALL got Big Buts... Can I close by telling you about my Big But...

...even the youths shall faint and get weary and the young men shall utterly fall,
BUT they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their stregnth... (Isaiah 40:28-31)
There's the POWER of Christ

...Satan has desired to have you that he may sift you as wheat, BUT I have prayed for you... ( Luke 22:31-32)
There's the PRAYER of Christ

BUT my God shall supply all my need according to His riches in glory. (Phil. 4:19)
There's the PROVIDENCE of Christ

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me. I once was lost BUT now I'm found, was blind BUT now I see.
There's the PARDON of Christ

And... (here we go Dad) One Friday evening, He went to Calvary's cross... He died, BUT He didn't stay dead. He died on Friday, BUT He rose on Sunday.
There's the PASSION, PAIN, and PREEMINENCE of Christ

So, please be patient with me. The next time somebody tries to tell you about this little, country, broke down preacher saying, "yeah I used to know him back in the day." You tell'em "didn't you know, Pastor Pullam got a Big But."

Ephesians 2:1- "As for YOU, YOU were dead in sins and trespasses..." v. 4- BUT God who is rich in mercy... " So, with God, I'm thankful that we got this "Big But" working in our favor.

God Be Praised

Caught at a Crossroad

2008-10-03T15:28:00.000-07:00

As my blogfamily will recall, I was in revival this time last week. The Lord was really good and blessed that effort in a mighty way. So much so that something happened. I didn't come back to Corpus Christi the same person, pastor, parent, etc. As I spent my days there in the room in solitude and silence, (purposefully) I heard from the Lord on so many areas of my life and ministry. This leaves me at an incredible place of prayer and reevaluation. There are things that I have always prayed the Lord would allow me to change, do, and be. Now... I believe He has actually begun to answer and give direction in some of those matters. This is where I must be totally honest. I am a bit rattled and shaken about some of the things I feel God beckoning me toward. I just ask your prayers that the Lord will give me the clarity and conviction I need to step boldly in faith toward whatever it is HE calls me to do next.

Your Blogbrother,

Kevin

W.O.W Weekend

2008-09-27T21:41:00.000-07:00

W.O.W... It's been a tremendous week of worship, word, and fellowship. I have thoroughly been humbled and honored by the opportunity to share with Pastor Lloyd Pullam (my dad's brother) and the St. Emmanuel Baptist Church for their W.O.W. weekend. This is a ministry event/outreach effort of the college ministry. They have accepted a great challenge and call to college students on the North Texas State and Texas Women's University campuses. I was privileged to share with them on last year in this Revival and was pleasantly surprised to see that the ministry had grown almost three-fold. God be praised for their dedication to this group of young aspiring Christians.

I must admit, right off the cuff, that my impression and burden for this year was a bit different in light of the fact that I just took my oldest son off to college and "left my baby there." It has been one of the greatest adjustments to make in my life thus far. This overwhelmed me with an immediate reference to the importance of ministry to these young people who are often thousands of miles from home and embarking upon some of the greatest challenges in their life. How they make this transition and assimilate a "biblical world view" and "convictions concerning our Christ" are so vitally important for their success and continued presence in Kingdom Advancement agenda. Thus, sharing in this "Watch Out World: Your Breakthrough is on the Way" Weekend has been a great experience. God blessed the word in a mighty way and for this I am truly grateful. On last night three persons came forward to receive Christ and one to recommit her life to living for the Lord. Several of them have pulled me to the side to express how they've been touched and inquired about ways in which they can further apply the principles of the message. God is so faithful and awesome.

Well... On tomorrow morning, I will be sharing with the St. Emmanuel family again. I solicit your prayers that God will use me. I will be praying for ALL of you my blog-family that God will give you the strength, inspiration, and clarity needed to preach a solid, sound, and sincere word.

To God Be the Glory

Lord Send a Revival

2008-09-22T21:13:00.001-07:00

It's now late Monday evening and I am in FULL gear preparing myself for revival on this week. On last year I was invited to share in a time of Revival for the College Ministry of St. Emmanuel Baptist Church in Denton Texas. The Lord was faithful and blessed our time there. Subsequently, I have been invited to share again on this year. It's an event they call "W.O.W. Weekend." The sub-caption being "Watch Out World It's Our Time to Shine." On Thursday and Friday Evening I will be responsible for sharing the preached word. I will then be the guest for a special Sunday worship experience in which they will have representation from the various Universities and Fraternities in the area proper.

I ask your prayers. I have struggled with many different thoughts. As always, I want to be relevant and helpful. I also want to be faithful and accurate in biblical exposition. This is not the time to allow "fads" and "topical trends" to overwhelm me, and I realize this. Even more, I have struggled with the thought of this being a Two Night revival, rather than three. This omits the usual "Get A Feel For It" night (night one), "Get Settled In" (night two), and "Close Out Strong" (night 3). Basically, in a situation like this, there is absolutely no room or time to try to "gage" the constituents/crowd and discern the tone for the week.

Well, I know that God has a perfect plan in mind. I will keep my blog family posted on the developments through the week. I just know that "the fervent effectual prayer of a the righteous avails much." So, please meet me in prayer that the Lord will be the central focus and voice on this week.

Kevin

A Beef with Bogus "Bailouts"

2008-09-22T16:11:00.000-07:00

Wow... What will we see next in the financial sector of this country? Now, I must rush to admit that I am not a political analyst, nor am I an economic advisor/specialist. I have a hard enough time keeping the "partisanship" and "payments" at an even kill in the modest-sized congregation where the Lord allows me to serve. I would dare not imply that I am the authority on what the government SHOULD do with what is, in every sense of the word, a RECESSION in our country. But, 740 BILLION dollars? What in the world is this administration thinking? That's a LOT of cash. Much of which will go to entities that have offices and origins in foreign countries. A country that has the BIGGEST deficit it's seen EVER. A country that is, as we speak, engaged in a multi-billion dollar war. The list goes on...

I have a "beef" with this. I am sure that I am not the only Pastor that has care over persons in the flock who are struggling with bankruptcy, foreclosure, lay-offs, poverty, etc. Don't know about you, but the government has yet to send any "bailout" money to these folks. I have seen them run into red tape when it comes to getting assistance and aid. I have seen honest intentioned, and qualified, people not able to find jobs. I have heard that social security is in jeopardy, along with the status of health care.

I am probably just rambling. I realize that my task is to be (Acts 6) "given to prayer and ministry of the word." However, it's a bit alarming to see such misdirection. Yes... We are pretty much in a "we have no choice" scenario now. But, it's a shame that the rich continue to get richer and CEO's of these fail stricken companies will still inherit innumerable fortunes. The mismanagement and wavering stewardship of these "Power Companies" escapes immediate retribution at the expense of the working class that often shiver at the thought of filling up their gas tank for the week.

Well... Jesus was right! "Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also... You can't serve God and money." Truly humanitarian efforts will continue to be dismissed. Poverty will not sincerely be eradicated until we see a redirection of our country's affections.

But... With all that said, we have a great promise from our Father and Lord. "My God shall supply all my need, according to His riches in glory." So, I guess in the end we serve a God who specializes in "Divine Bailouts."

(Well Dad... I got to go there. You trained me to go there.)

ON CALVARY... Jesus was instrumental in a "Bailout" of immense and eternal proportions. "I was sinking deep in sin, far from the peaceful shore. Very deeply stained within, sinking to rise no more. But the Master of the sea, heard my despairing cry. And from the waters lifted me, now safe am I."

So... I KNOW, that I don't have a problem with "Bailouts." Just Bogus ones...

By Calvary's Tie,
Kevin L. Pullam

Did I Do That? No- God Did!

2008-09-21T19:23:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... I did something that completely unnerves me. I prayed about, studied, and prepared a message for the better part of 10 days and then DID NOT preach it. As I mentioned in Friday's post, I went to a funeral service on Saturday. While at that funeral, a friend and brother beloved in the name of Rev. Keith Sanders preached a message from Psalms 22 and entitled it "When Heaven is Silent." He shared some thought provoking comments and commentary. Quite honestly, some of it strengthened my understanding and some raised my theological brow. I was led to go home and ponder these exhortations and the subsequent "tension of the text." The Lord ushered me into a retrospective glance of Psalm 23 in response to this seeming "Silence" of our Lord. It overwhelmed me. So much so, that even up to the preaching moment I wrestled with these nuggets/inspirations. I was torn between what I feel I had diligently studied (Acts 6) and what I now know that Lord was leading me toward. (I am sure most preachers understand how it feels to be torn between two text)

The worship was warm and celebratory. Wow... The people of our congregation are really growing in many ways. One of those ways is worship "in spirit and in truth." I am glad to see them maturing to understand the importance of expressive praise, especially it's roll in preparing the heart for receiving the Word. Rev. Williams prayed mightily, the choir sung tremendously (I got a piece of the last song...lol), and it was time. What would I do??? I had my bible opened to Acts 6 with my outline (on a notecard) readily by. WOW... I turned away from it and followed the Lord.

{DISCLAIMER: Now, I must give reference to one of my preaching "Icons" in the name of Pastor H.B. Charles. He tells of a situation in which a fellow preacher told him "I don't do all that studying and stuff like you guys. I just pray, stand up, and wait for the Lord to speak." Pastor Charles said that one week he had been in revival and came directly back to meetings and other responsibilities and by that Saturday night he was spent. So, this preacher's words came to mind and he figured he would try it. So he went to bed, got up that morning, prayed, and he stood behind the pulpit and waiting for God to speak. Pastor Charles says, "He did speak, and you know what He said? 'H.B., you should've studied.'"}

I turned to Psalm 23... I directed the congregation's attention to this beautiful song of the shepherd David. Consequently, Rev. Keith Sanders who had preached the funeral was there. In my introduction I explained the premise that Rev. Sanders had shared about the "Silence of God" at certain moments of our lives. And proceeded with the message that the Lord gave. I am thankful that it was the Lord who "ordered my steps." He was faithful in speaking to the hearts of us all. Several souls were added to the church and others testified of the help gleaned from the message. I will admit it doesn't have the hermeneutical flare that we are accustom to. Even more, no alliteration to tickle the fancy of those who've come to expect this "art." But, I am just thankful that "flunkersville" was not a scheduled stop on today. I realize that these matters can go south REAL quick when we have not availed oursleves to the will of God and "studied to shew ourselves approved." A VERY BRIEF idea of the message:

"Actions Speak Louder Than Words"
Psalm 23

Intro: There are those times (Like Psalm 22) when we feel as if God has "forsaken" us and refused to speak. The reality is there are times when God is silent. David understood this, even in the context of some of life's greatest disappointments. The same David that sobs (in Psalm 22) sings (in Psalm 23). "The Lord IS..." There are times in life where we have to be in tune and in touch with the "is-ness" of the Lord. We have a Father whose intrinsic attributes are so absolute that His silence doesn't render them void... So, in essence, David comes to the realization that there are times in my life when I was looking for the father to SAY something when He was in the process of trying to DO something. Now I must rush to say that the primary idea is that we adore and serve God for who He IS. However, what I also want you to rejoice about today is the reality that "because of who He IS you can rely on what He DOES." David, in a way, reminds us today that "Actions Speak Louder Than Words."

What "actions" do we see in the text? I want to call them the "7 Sureties of my Shepherd." My Shepherd:

1. Makes Me
2. Leads Me
3. Guides Me
4. Restores Me
5. Comforts Me
6. Anoints Me
7. Follows Me

I would love to expand the points and give the explanation, illustration, and application of each one. However, I know this post is ALREADY to long.

God Keep,

Kevin

Weekend Here We Come

2008-09-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

The ironic thing about Pastoral ministry is, as I believe I've pointed out before, our Friday is actually more like a Wednesday. Subsequently, our Sunday is more like Friday. This is simply because most of us go into extra high gear on Saturday and Sunday. They represent the climatic manifestation of what we have anticipated all week. Prayer, meditation, thesis construction, word study, cross reference, illustration, application, etc. Then the constant calls and dialogue about what should be included and excluded from the worship experience and celebration. All this, and more, adds to the "agony and ecstasy" I encounter every week as I attempt to be faithful to the cause of Christ and His Kingdom.

So, I am sitting here reviewing my notes from the week attempting to write a final "manuscript." (I will have to talk about that later... lol) Also, making sure that I am ready for my first Deacon's Training Session I have at 9am. (Wow... Got to tell y'all about that too.) Then there is a funeral service for a relative of one of our very active and faithful members. I plan to go straight there from the Deacon's meeting. Then there are a host of other "things" that are on the list that I won't bore you with mentioning.

Point is... It's clutch time again. Funny thing is, as you preachers know, we get that often too short breather on Monday and it's right back at it. Why??? Sunday's coming with a speed that can be disorienting.

I pray that every Man of God is endowed and indwelled with the Power of our Lord anew and afresh on this weekend. Then on Monday... Take some time for YOU.

God Be Praised,
Kevin

A Controversial Church

2008-09-18T16:43:00.000-07:00

Sexual encounters between a son and step-mother. Influences of secular sects and temple prostitutes. Misunderstandings on the handling of sacrifices and treatment of the Pastor. Questionable practices surrounding the protocol in public meetings. People speaking out of turn and in undesirable ways for worship services. Misdirected mindset in the observation of Lord's Supper. Man... If there could be something to go wrong in a local church, the church at Corinth had it covered. Pastor McGhee, a beloved brother and blog buddy, has been sharing comments about his exposition of 1 Corinthians for the benefit of his congregation. It caused me to reflect our study of the same bible book on last year. As a backdrop, we used a book by Richard Ganz entitled "20 Controversies that Almost Killed a Church." I will be the first to admit it is not the most "scholarly" book as relates to the typical "commentary" we usually come to expect of well know and respected theological minds. However, it does present the church and it's problems in a real and relevant way. I thought I would share it as a suggestion to those of you who would like a relatively user-friendly read on the book of 1 Corinthians.

I'm Back!!!

2008-09-18T08:09:00.000-07:00

Well... I realize that I'm not "all that." But, did you miss me? Our Father and Lord knows that I have missed every one of my blog buddies. It has been my daily intention to post and check on everyone else. However, the restart of another semester in school, church, family, etc. proved to nearly overwhelm my attention for the last two or three weeks.

I have been busy this morning trying to catch up with all of you. So, I think that's what I will continue to do until I go to school this afternoon. In the meantime, just know it's good to be back.

Kevin

Help!!!

2008-08-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

Hello to all my blog based buddies... I started a post almost a week ago that I just now finished and posted. It's entitled "When do we Bite/Fight Back?" Please look over it and help me with the question.

Also... I am trying to spruce up my "Blog" and want to add links, libraries, and such like many of you have in the right hand side. How do I get that done? Any insight or help you can give would be great.

With that said... I am not a "fatalist." I am known by most who know and love me to be a problem solver. I will not overwhelm you all with these "need your help" posts all of the time. Guess it's just one of those inquisitive kind of nights. Maybe I should go to bed!!! Yeah that's it. lol

Kevin

A Bloggersville Based Brainstorm

2008-08-21T00:27:00.000-07:00

My thoughts are nowhere near developed, but here it goes. I am up trying to wind down after a wonderful night at midweek bible study and prayer. A thought hit me on last evening that seems to be revisiting me again now. It's in an "infancy" form at this point but the Lord has laid something on my hear as result of my overwhelming connection with our "circle" of bloggers that seems to be developing.

Wouldn't it be great if we could form some kind of alliance, association, etc. with the group of powerful, prolific, and insightful Pastors, Preachers, and churchmen that have come to have a warm and unique fellowship through this vehicle? My thought is this... I would love an opportunity to be able to harness the "giftedness" represented in the likes of Pastors Kraig Pullam, William Pullam, Witherspoon, Mann, MchGee, etc. and create something unique and much needed. Something to include a panel of Pastors/Preachers who could offer maybe a conference, revival, crusade, church growth/counsel help... The list goes on. I know that I have thoroughly enjoyed the fellowship thus far and would love an opportunity to meet many of these well versed and wise people of God that are walking in areas of gifting and expertise that could be of help to myself and congregation. I realize, again, that this is just a "brainstorm" but maybe you can offer some feedback and possibly help me to reconcile the "idea" and assess it as feasible or not...

I will be looking forward to your thoughts and subsequent ideas/suggestions.

Kevin

Life and Letters of Paul

2008-08-20T10:44:00.001-07:00

Wow... As I anticipated, yesterday's classes were outstanding. I am amazed that I was able to acquire so much insight in one evening. "Life and Letters of Paul" is going to be an exciting class. Being that I shared the book that we are using for the Interpretation class, I thought it would be nice to share the text for the Paul class as well. I just picked it up at the school on yesterday and have already been enjoying it. It seems to be well written and a refreshing approach to the study of this great Apostle. The book is called "Rediscovering Paul." I certainly recommend it to anyone who wants an "atypical" look into the life and minsitry of the Apostle Paul. Don't think you would be disappointed.

Biblical Interpretation

2008-08-19T07:58:00.000-07:00

It has been a couple of days since I last "blogged" and feel like I am going to have to get back into the "swing of things." Today begins a new semester at Howard Payne University. I will be taking two classes there this semester. "The Life and Letters of Paul" and "Biblical Interpretation." I am rather excited about both classes. I am especially excited about the "Biblical Interpretation" because the textbook for the class is one that I had in my library and had actually read and studied before. I am interested to see if I was effective in what I gleaned from the book personally, as relates to what we will explore corporately in the class. I figured I would share the books title, "Grasping God's Word," for those who are looking for a tool that can walk you through the process step by step. In order to get full use of this particular book, I suggest that you get the workbook that is written as a companion to the text. I worked wonders for me and I learned a lot. Hoping now to squeeze even more from it in class today.

Rough Couple of Days

2008-08-16T14:33:00.000-07:00

Well... I thank God for the world of blogging. It has proven to be a social interaction that is healthy and encouraging to my life and ministry. I am slowly coming to develop the discipline to write something on a daily basis and check other's "posts" quite a few times every day. However, the last two days have presented some difficulties that have made it hard to post. I am remaining prayerful and allowing the Lord to speak in His own way. So, I just thought I would drop this quick line and say "Hello" to all of my blog-family and let you know that, though I am not posting in a functional and intentional way, I am still here and God is still on the throne.

Kevin

When Do We Bite/Fight Back???

2008-08-14T22:07:00.000-07:00

I have thoroughly appreciated your help and insight as relates to a question that my brother thrice had just a couple of days ago. So, I believe I will seek much the same insight and guidance from you well-respected and intelligible Christian minds...

I have struggled with a "element" in our ministry that has no doubt proven to be a "thorn in the flesh." The greatest struggle is my unquestionable love and respect for this "element" as a person, while at the same time being genuinely fed up with lifestyle choices and practices. I have pointedly attempted to be a person and pastor of Grace rather than taking an inferior "legalistic" approach to ministry. However, I am now baffled on the "issue."

My question for everyone who will answer is this: "Can one person hinder a ministry and/or church?" Let me clarify. I realize that the answer, on the surface could justifiably be yes or no. Yes, because the effects of a person outside of the will of God could have an effect on the whole. (Example: Jonah) No, because our Lord Jesus Christ has assured us "the gates of hell shall not prevail against" the church that He builds. So... I guess my real question is "at what point do we as Pastors authentically consider silencing and/or excusing a person of position in the church that seems to be hurting more than helping?"

Let the blogging begin... I am awaiting your help.

Kevin

The Last 48

2008-08-13T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today is a "weird" day. I realized, when getting up early this morning to work on bible study PowerPoints, that tonight would be the last "service" my oldest son will attend as a "full-time resident" of my home/Corpus Christi. On Friday Kory LaQuess Pullam will venture away from Corpus Christi to spend 4 days at Stephen F. Austin University's Freshman Camp. He will not report to his dormitory, on campus, until August 22nd (a week from Friday). However, we are now in the last two full days of him being here. He will be with his mother in the Houston area and I will meet them there on next Thursday so we can drive him to the campus and LEAVE him there. Wow... I am actually starting to feel funny about it. I hadn't really thought that it would be a BIG DEAL but, just as my parents warned, the feeling is surging.

I know that God has Kory destined for greatness as long as he can keep his head on straight and stay focused. Funny thing is... I believe he's predisposed to do that. I ask your prayers to give us strength to make this transition smoothly. Even more, that God will continue to provide as we move forward in faith to ascertain he is there without overwhelming or unmet need.

One of my favorite shows on television is the "First 48." Detectives rush to get the greatest clues and leads on a homicide before the case goes cold. Well, this is the "Last 48." Much like the detectives in the show, I wish I could slow down the clock and salvage more time. But, I know that Lord has a perfect plan in mind. Lord, I trust YOU. Take care of our baby boy.

Denominational Work

2008-08-12T04:53:00.001-07:00

On last week The American Baptist Western District Association met for it's Annual Session. Unfortunately, due to the fact that the University's Summer Session was closing the same time last week, I was unable to attend. I have frequently struggled with this dilemma since I've been in school. I have wanted to participate but have been fixated on finishing my degree. It has especially been a struggle due to the fact that, on the District level, my father (biological and ministerial) is the moderator. I am the District Congress Vice President and Youth Convention Director. On the state level, I hold the Third Vice President of Congress. These "connections" and responsibilities have made for a great burden when I am not able to attend and/or be a part.

Now here comes the "whammy." I know it will not be well accepted and/or politically correct to express for some, however I don't know how I feel about the current standing of most denominational work. Now, I must rush to say that I realize and understand the purpose for which it was constructed is above reproach. The aim of our associations and conventions, in principle, are something that I believe anyone would have to agree is noteworthy. But, I can't help but express my feeling that there is a "falling short" at this point in the "work." Though the word of God and His commission and commandment are certain and sure, it would appear there has been a dichotomy in how culturally relevant these entities strive to be. In other words... I realize that the message will NEVER change, however our methods seem to be prehistoric.

As a pastor, it is getting increasingly more difficult to convince people (in my congregation and abroad) that we should patronize and participate in the associations, Congresses, and conventions. Those faithful few (the company of committed) that try their best to comply and support the work being that I usually announce and insist, usually end up thinking "what was the point?" Now, I find myself in a constant dilemma. I really don't feel motivated to insist that they come anymore because, when they do, the time doesn't seem to be used efficiently. Now, I will be the first to say that there are exceptions to the rule. For example, the Southern Baptists and BGCT are entities that are constantly making a difference in ministries, missions, etc. When we, as a church, are constantly trying to figure out which bill to pay this week and which one can hold off another... It becomes a great deal of strain to go to the "sessions" and fork over hundreds of dollars, that could be going toward the survival of the church. Especially when I go and there are no representatives or "delegates" present from my congregation other than my wife, children, and a few of the "senior saints."

What is my point??? Well, to be honest, I am still working and praying that out. I just thought I would use the blog to vent my general frustrations. Would love to hear what you think...

Blessed to the Next Degree

2008-08-11T18:16:00.000-07:00

I am rejoicing in the Lord again today for His mighty and magnificent acts. On today I had an appointment with my academic advisor to discuss my plans for graduation. If the Lord allows me to see the end of the year, I am scheduled to graduate from Texas A and M University with a BA in Psychology and Sociology Minor. I realize, in light of the many who have achieved such things at a much earlier age, that this may not sound like such a big deal on the surface. However, it is an answered prayer indeed. If I had time to tell you my "context" and story, you too would probably understand why this has been such a "long time coming." I also found out that I am only six classes away from my degree at Howard Payne. In May of next year I should have a BA in Practical Theology with a Minor in Psychology. I ask your prayers as I press through the responsibilities of church, family, etc. to finish these personal endeavors to "stir up the gift." Of course, it is also a prayer concern that God would allow me to go directly into Graduate school in the Fall of next year.

Thanks to all my family and closest loved ones for your prayers and support. "The Vision is yet for an appointed time..." I know that God has another level of life and ministry for us to experience and I want to "be diligent" to do everything earthly possible to be in the place and posture to be used by Him.

To God be the Glory...

Be Who You Are

2008-08-10T09:59:00.000-07:00

First let me say that I love when the Lord has myself and the congregation engaged in a series. It seems as if the time we share in series are more charted and efficient. It allows us all to know where we are going and an opportunity to build upon the contextual current that has been established and flows through any particular bible book.

We are not in a series right now (haven't been for 6 weeks) and it sometimes makes me feel like we are just taking a swipe at whatever text "jumps out" that week. Now, I will say that there is no apparent problem with being led by the spirit in that way. I am only saying that it makes it harder in my study and preparation to have to randomly affix myself in that way.

On today I shared from 1 Peter 2:9. For some reason the Lord had me firmly fixed on this passage for the greater portion of the week. The subject was "Be Who You Are." I simply challenged our congregation that we need to rise in spiritual maturity to accept the responsibility to be in direct contrast to the status quo of this world. This is indicated in the statement of contrast that Peter ascribes to the people at the opening of verse 9. "But your are..." Is pointedly contrasted to those who are "disobedient to God's word" (and therefore stumble) in verse 8.

I shared, as an introduction to the message, the remarkable story about two friends. Whitney Cerak and Laura Van Ryn were driving in a van with friends, on April 26, 2006, when they were struck head on by a tractor trailer. Several days later, the Cerak family funeralized Whitney and laid her to rest. For the next five weeks, the Van Ryn family would nurse their daughter who lay in the hospital in a coma. During the fifth week of this trying situation, both families endured another life altering discovery. It was determined that there had been a shattering case of mistaken identity. One family had been nursing a daughter that was already dead and buried, while the other family was mourning the loss of a daughter that yet lived. Thus the book written "Mistaken Identity."

I pointed out to our congregation that this is much like what happens in the church both individually and corporately. We are nursing the dead and burying the living. Peter exhorts the church to basically put away childish and worldly pursuits and lay hold of it's identity and function in the Kingdom. Eric Erikson, noted Psychologist, would probably agree that his diagnosis fits many a church in our day... "Identity Crisis!!!" Many Christians can't be who they are because they don't rightfully know who they are. Erikson says this "Identity Crisis" results from not being able to successfully transist through the different levels of psycho-social development and thus getting stuck at some particular phase:

Identity Statuses
Identity achievement occurs when an individual has gone through an exploration of different identities and made a commitment to one.

Moratorium- is the status of a person who is actively involved in exploring different identities, but has not made a commitment.

Foreclosure- status is when a person has made a commitment without attempting identity exploration.

Identity diffusion- occurs when there is neither an identity crisis or commitment.

We are a chosen (eklektos) generation, a royal(basileious) priesthood, a holy (hagios) nation (ethnos)...

Wow... We had a wonderful time in the Lord on this morning and the people of God were all challenged to consider who we are as Kingdom Citizens and thus walk in it. Two person came to the Lord and made very firm commitments to comply with the convictions that were result of this word. Lord we thank you for who you have created and called us to be. Thank you for your word and it's total sufficiency.

A Royal Rememberance

2008-08-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

But ye are a chosen generation, a ROYAL priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light - 1 Peter 2:9

This morning, if the Lord says the same, I will attend a homegoing celebration for Royal D. Thomas. Royal is my son's (Kory) aunt and my beloved sister-in-law. Our Sovereign Lord healed her of her infirmities on August 2, 2008 and beckoned her to be "absent from the body and present with the Lord." I will always remember the pure joy she was and brought to the masses that came into contact with her. Known as the "kissing bandit," she had a love and light that will never be kindled. During most of her earthly pilgrimage, Royal had a host of challenges that makes her life story unique and her victory over death even sweeter. We commend her family to the keeping care of our Lord and Liberator Jesus Christ, by reminding them of His words "Let not your hearts be troubled, you beleive in God believe also in Me..."(John 14:1)

Back From the Beach

2008-08-08T19:31:00.000-07:00

Well... Lets just say that I am NOT 18 anymore. I tried my hand at football with the kids and twisted my knee pretty bad.

BarBQ Supplies- 48.00
Off and Sunscreen- 10.23
Maliquite Beach Pass- 10.00
Heating Pad- 29.00
Advil- 4.39
Knee Brace- 19.99
The time with the family- PRICELESS

Thank you Lord for the gift of my family. Please continue to strengthen me to be the HOUSEband, father, patriarch, preacher, pastor, priest that you would have me to be to them.

Bound for the Beach!!!

2008-08-08T07:47:00.000-07:00

I have been awake for about an hour and am feeling adventurous. So, I have decided to take the children to the beach. About a month and a half ago, I decided to take them (after not doing so for years) and actually had one of the best times with them I can remember. We ended up being there till dark and all thoroughly appreciated the time we spent together.

School is out for a couple of weeks (finals ended yesterday)... I am gonna throw on some shorts, grab the portable grill/beach balls/pales, and head for the shore.

Kevin

An Opiate or A Stimulant

2008-08-06T11:29:00.000-07:00

Below is my response to a question on my final exam in "Racial and Ethnic Groups" at Texas A and M University on this week. It's a bit lengthy. However, after receiving such a strong grade and positive feedback from Dr. Benibo, I thought I would share:

Question: According to Marx, "religion is the opium of the masses." What did he mean by this statement? Critically assess the validity of this statement with respect to the role of religion in the evolution of the Civil Rights Movement in the U.S.

[Acclaimed Sociologist Karl Marx declared religion as "the opium of the people." This was an idiom spoken with much truth and historical relevance in his day and time. In the very reality of unjust slave trade, and their cruel treatment, it seems that blasphemous rhetoric became the means for trying to legitimize such practices. Churches, Synagogues, Pastors, and Priests, who consequently owned slaves themselves, would preach fiery heartfelt sermons from bible passages like Ephesians 6:5 and Colossians 3:22. Both declaring, "slaves obey your masters as unto the Lord." The slaves would absorb the Christianity as falsely preached by these prophets of dismay. They considered themselves, as result of this prompting, to be in a place of honor as slaves. They somehow accepted the idea that God would exalt them through such humiliating servitude. "You've been faithful over a few things, now enter into the joy of the Lord and be ruler over many things." The old 100's and Negro Spirituals were all "opiates" to numb the pains of their predicament. "I got shoes, you got shoes, all God's chillan got shoes." An edification and encouragement to those thousands who were made to labor tirelessly in fields, etc. barefoot. "Guide me o'er thy great Jehovah, pilgrim through this barren land. I am weak, but thou art mighty. Hold me with thy powerful hand." These songs, and others, were attempts to embrace a gospel (good news) that most of them could not even read. They were being force-fed a misrepresented preachment in order to salvage some "cognitive dissonance" as relates to their disenfranchisement.

Though Marx's statement about this "opium" had some historical relevance, it's great news to discover a new contemporary era that would switch this "opium" into a "stimulant."

Through the reformation, printing press, education/literacy, etc we witnessed a transformation of the role of the church and religion. Terms like "black liberation gospel" came to exist. The church became a place to stimulate people to rise against social ills and injustice. There were four things the church would prove to do in this "stimulating" process:

1) Awaken- "Rise, take up your bed, and walk." "Lazarus come forth." "You're the head and not the tale, above only and not beneath." These would have all been text/messages preached in order to encourage it's people to "rise" above oppression and injustice. The church brought to light these problems to it's people in an attempt to "awaken" an interest in change.

2) Equip- It was the church that would equip the people for the work of civil rights, active nonviolence, etc. The church, and it's leaders, assumed this as one of their primary responsibilities. Ephesians 4:11-12- And he gave some to be Apostles, some prophets, some evangelist, and some pastors and teachers (v.12) for the EQUIPPING of the saints for the work of ministry.

3) Organize- The church during the civil rights movement, was the meeting place for information, strategy, and organization. They accepted the word that says, "a three-strand cord is not easily broken." Their reality, in this struggle, was Amos 3:3 "how can two walk together unless they first agree?" Much like in the second chapter of Acts, they would receive their power "together" and "in one place." This "one place" would prove to be God's church.

4) Protection- the church was also a place where the people would find protection and sanctuary when feeling afraid or threatened as result of "the work." Psalm 46- God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

So, we see the effects of Revelation can be persuaded by interpretation and subsequent presentation. What once HELD and MINIMIZED a people (opium), now HELPED and MOBILIZED a people (stimulant).]

I know it's long...(It was four pages hand written) But, in light of these realities, I think it's fair to challenge ourselves as proclaimers of the gospel to ascertain that we aren't wavering into the shady area of "Prosperity Preaching" that only seeks to anesthetize people. Many false prophets are only seeking to give the people sedatives and opiate-like presentation. Ironically, the result and "expected end" of the "prosperity preachers" is no different than in slave times. They birth congregations of masses who have accepted and embraced their enslavement, while looking to their leaders (masters) as the great hope. These false prophets, just like then, only seek to gain and "prosper" by fleecing the flock of it's resource and vitality. This often times, like in history, requires a inaccurate and unbiblical approach to life's circumstances in order to enslave one and empower another. We have an obligation to be sound bible expositors who share a solid word from God. Yes, there is comfort in the word of God. There are many times in which people need to hear of God's unfailing love, unmerited favor, sufficient grace, unhindered omniscience, and unchallenged omnipotence in the midst of trial. However, even those exhortations should be done in a doctrinally sound way. If not, we threaten to be nothing more than pushers of an addictive, mind numbing opiate that paralyzes the masses. We want to constantly "equip/perfect/make ready" God's people for the works of service. Thus, the question is, are you an Opiate or a Stimulant???

Answered Prayer!!!

2008-08-05T21:28:00.000-07:00

To God be the glory for the great things He has done... On today the Lord showed His unmerited favor and steadfast love to my family. I cant go into details at this time. However, the Lord worked in our favor on a matter that has been a concern for the last three months. Thank you Lord... I am always one of the first to say that God is praised for "who He is and not just what He does." Thankfully, I have never been one to have a hard time glorifying God "in the midst of." Matter of fact, I believe the opposite has been true. I believe this is why it is so inspiring when God proves Himself to be "a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him." I appreciate everyone who constantly keeps us in their prayers.

Still Up, Not At'em

2008-08-04T21:13:00.000-07:00

Well, it WAS a long day. Good thing is that the day was productive. I managed to get everything done today that was on the agenda I mentioned earlier. I was even able to remain faithful to my new goal to go to the gym all but one day out of the week. So, I got back from the gym about two hours ago and have been sitting on the couch, watching Godfather (undoubtedly my favorite "secular" film), and enjoying the "spunk" of my family. They really are great. It is just another reminder of why I am doing this all in the first place. Of course, I look forward to every opportunity to equip and position myself for kingdom work and advancement. But, I am also motivated, determined, and focused on effecting a better future for my family. They are so worth it... I got sidetracked, in more ways than one for a few years, but God has me "in the zone." I love what He's doing with, in, and through me. Thank you Lord for deciding to use me. So... I'm still up, but figured these moments with those I love the dearest is well worth the time. So, no "At'em" tonight. The books are on the coffee table, the homework is in the backpack, the laptop is still in the bag. As Scarlet O'Hara would say, "I can't think about those things now, I will have to deal with that tomorrow."

Up and At'em

2008-08-04T04:47:00.000-07:00

Why a Pastor would take an 8am class on Monday morning, is beyond me. Man, I have been up for about an hour (since 5:37) trying to prepare myself for the day. I have to turn in my portion of a group project in which we will do a presentation on Wednesday. The class is Psychology of Religion and I have been placed in a group that will do a presentation on "The Order of Solar Temple." Wow... There are some strange "Religious" groups to have existed. Then I have a test later on this morning. That is for a class called Racial Groups and Ethnicity. That is actually a Sociology class, and was very interesting.

Well, worship and word went well on yesterday. Of course, there is always some feeling of "I could have done better" on the part of the self-critiquing preacher/pastor. However, I do feel I preached what/how the Lord would have had me to. Now I am in need of strength for the week. I am much like my new found preaching/pastoring friend who blogged yesterday about a need for refreshing and renewing. I think he "hit the nail on the head" for me personally. But, I know that God will give us exactly what we need.

Can't We all Just Get Along???

2008-08-03T17:06:00.000-07:00

On last night (Saturday) I attended a musical. I must admit, right off the cuff, that this is an unusual practice for me. I don't like to get involved in the routine of attending Saturday night events for sake of the Sunday morning preaching experience. However my Uncle's, Pastor Lloyd Pullam, church was on program there from Denton Texas which is about a 7 hour drive away from Corpus Christi. I figured, "if they could drive that far and then be on program again in the morning, I certainly could drive across town."

Anyway... I received an announcement flyer, after the musical, announcing a "Youth Gospel Explosion." I noticed that the date, August 15th and 16th, was the same dates as an Annual "Youth Explosion" of another church in the city. (same time as well) Being that I was privileged to know the origin and organization of the two events in great detail, I realized and deduced that the flyer I received last night was an effort that was conceived and organized all in the last two weeks. Pointedly an effort that was organized with full knowledge of the other "Explosion." I thought to myself "what a grave disregard, and spirit of non-community." I was personally troubled by the fact that the organizers of the event are flagrantly erecting an event in direct competition and challenge to the other congregation.

Now... I know it could be argued that "it shouldn't be a problem." However, I do believe the context of Corpus Christi's demographic constitutes a greater concern than, for example, nearby cities like Houston and Dallas. Corpus Christi has an estimated population of about 286,000 people. 87,000 of these are age 19 and under. (the "target age of these "explosions") Then, you add to that the fact that only 4.7% of our population is African American. (I know, in principle we are striving to be a mixed-culture church...But, you would see my point that this is the predominant representation) So, that leaves a number of about 4090 African Americans youths in the city, TOTAL. Then, you consider that it is said that about 61% of Americans report to be "regular" church attenders. So, there remains the TOTAL BEST CASE expectation of 2495 youth. History would reflect that the realistic yield of youth at such an event, in our city, is about 100 or so youth. My point is... CORPUS CHRISTI IS TO SMALL for us to be in Cutthroat Competition with each other. Especially when we organize events that are designed to include and invite people from accross the city and from other churches. We are are charged by God to be a community that works together in unity. I really do wish that we could grasp the concept of supporting one another, rather than trying to undercut.

Well... Now that I have written it, I guess it's amounts to a "personal" preference and opinion. Rodney King said it best though... "Can't we all just get along?"

"ROOM" Reservations...

2008-08-01T18:26:00.000-07:00

Today my heart has been gladdened and encouraged. On yesterday I learned that a great man of God has received a call to, what would seem to be, a great ministry opportunity. Of course, much of my joy comes from the fact that he (this Pastor) has proven to be a diligent bible student, fervent and fiery preacher, and great friend to preachers. However, the reason I am encouraged enough to make my post about it today is because I gleaned a personal confirmation for my life and ministry through this great "move of God" in the life of my Pastor friend.

It is often quite easy, in ministry, to feel as if "it is what it is." (to use contemporary vernacular) I have often felt as if there are certain "iconic" values to Preaching and Pastoring in which, if you don't match or model your ministry to those protocols there is no hope for upward mobility. Today that mold, for me, was shattered, and rejoicingly so...

I listened to the sermons (all 4 of them) that were preached by this Pastor/Preacher when being considered as the next leader of this flock. It was quite refreshing to be affirmed that theatrics, "tuning it up", "dumping that house", was not necessary for the Lord to move on the hearts of this parish of people. Biblically sound expository preaching is what he did.

Thank you Jesus... He didn't have to "slay'em". (though he rightfully could've)... He didn't have to have the formal degree (though he certainly knows more than the average scholar... It was this pastor who shared the words with me "it's not a sin if you don't have a degree, it's a sin to be uneducated.")

Bottom line, he simply had to be faithful to "study to show himself approved." He had to ascertain the task to "stir up the gift" which was within him. He only had to do what God had called him to do and "do it heartily." He was "faithful over a few things." That is a blessing to my heart in times much like these when I struggle with what God is doing in my ministry. I struggle with thoughts of being so "atypical" to the desired "attributes" of the sought after preachers. My father twice was right when always using the quote, "whatever you do son, preach a little." My charge and task is to use the gifts God has given ME. I have to pastor the people God has entrusted to ME. I can only "do ME."

So... Thanks Pastor (You Know Who Your Are) for allowing God to use you through the years. Today you are God's exhibit to me in the "case" he has constantly been presenting to my soul. The gavel drops, case closed... He can do WHATEVER He wants to do, He's Sovereign. I have to stop allowing other preachers, pastors, people, parishioners illuminate signs for me that say "NO VACANCIES." "A man's gift makes ROOM for him, and brings him before great men." Wow... That is my "ROOM Reservation." Confirmation number Prov.18:16. GOD BE PRAISED!!!

Will the Spiritual Leader Please Stand Up

2008-07-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

Well, "I can truly say that I've been blessed, I have a testimony." God really blessed the study/teaching on last evening. I appreciate the fervent effectual prayers of the righteous, they did and do avail much. The Lord allowed us to enter into the first of four "parts" of our study on "Spiritual Leadership." This particular study is based on last nights Introduction from the first chapter and three examinations of chapter three. On last night we considered the fact that everybody is a leader. This is attributed to the fact that we ALL have a sphere of influence with someone. That influence renders us all "leaders." So the question is not will you lead but rather how will you lead. Paul, in approximately 61AD writes to the church at Philippi (in Philippians 2:19-22) that he desires to send Timothy to them in order to provide leadership to the church there. The interesting thing is that he comments "Timothy is the only one that I can send." By approximate estimations, Paul was converted in around 33AD. Additionally, it can be argued that Paul had trained at least 30 to 35 leaders in these 28 years of ministry accounted for. Yet, after 28 years and 30+ disciples, Paul says that Timothy is the "only one" with the right spiritual countenance and attribute to lead this church. Wow... That sets high the spiritual standard for those of us who assume the role of spiritual leader. it also helps to answer the "challenge" of my Pastoral ministry when asked "after 8 years, you don't think anybody has been ready to be appointed as a deacon?" Well, after 28 years, Paul could only find one that he was confident enough to appoint to spiritual leadership. Granted, Timothy would have held the position of "episcopos" or "overseer." But, the principle of Paul to "not lay your hands on a man to quickly" firmly applies. So, there is the responsibility of the Body of Christ to discern those who "make full proof of the ministry" and "stir up the gift" which is within them. So, the game show question is rudimentarily resounded for the rest of my religious ritual "Will the Real Spiritual Leader Please Stand Up?!?!?" Well... I am looking forward to the spiritual fallout and fruit that will be made manifest as a result of this series. I continue to solicit your prayers.

Spiritual Leadership

2008-07-30T11:11:00.000-07:00

Wait... Wait... Wait... I don't plan to be as LLLOOONNNGGG as on yesterday. Just wanted to seek your prayers for a "season" that I currently find myself in. About two weeks ago, we (The Ship) were meeting about a prospective "vision plan" for the church. It was at such time that I was challenged, so to speak, on the leadership structure. More specifically, why I had not yet appointed Deacons during my tenure as Pastor. In an attempt to not get so thoroughly sidetracked, even though we still did, I gave what I earnestly believe was a transparent, sprit-led, biblically sound response. We then managed to make our way to the REAL issue at hand. (It still took a while)

Now... Tonight I plan to begin a four-part teaching series on "Spiritual Leadership in the Body of Christ." The central bible focus will be Paul's first letter to Timothy. So, I ask your prayers as I try to spiritually discern what the Lord would have us to learn/gleen from this instructional time.

Inoculation Theory

2008-07-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today, once again, I was introduced to one of psychology's "theories" in which I was able to find some ecclesiastical significance. The theory was constructed by William McGuire in the 1960's. He penned the phrase "Inoculation Theory" or "Attitude Inoculation." When we hear the term "inoculation" we think of a shot given to us in order to "protect" us. If, for instance, the shot is given to protect us from the flu, you do realize what is in the shot? The flu!!! It's a basic and fundamental idea that most of us understand. When exposed to a pathogen, etc. in a very small and minute dose, the body is able to develop an immunity to it. Therefore, when the pathogen is introduced in it's ill-seeking form, the body has antigens to counter the attack. Well, McGuire believed that in life there are people who are more vulnerable to attitude adjustments because they have never been "inoculated" and are "empty" as relates to those beliefs. For instance, if parents teach a child "no drugs" and are emphatic about such. However, when the child ask "why no drugs," the parents respond by saying simple "just because, drugs are bad." Well, what has happened is that the child has not been given the opportunity to and equipment to defend the premise at a later time. So, when the child gets to middle or high school and Bad News Billy approaches the child and says "here try drugs," naturally the child will respond by saying "no, drugs are bad." Problem is, aside from the initial response, the child is "empty" on his position. The result is a low resistance to the attack of Bad News Billy, thus leaving him more vulnerable to trying drugs.

I believe this applies to Christians and our convictions. We need to be about "equipping the saints" in a way that they are able to Apologetically defend their beliefs. If we fill our preaching with a perpetual list of "just becauses" we threaten to leave a parish of people who are "empty" and therefore not "inoculated" against the attack of sin, satin, and antagonists.

A note here on P.K.'s (Pastor/Preacher Kids)- I saw a picture of the average P.K. in this theory. It has often been said that "Pastor's kids are the worse ones." Well, if McGuire's theory is valid, this could be quite possible. We as believers need to do more than ban hip hop, saggin pants, ear rings, and other cultural trends by dismissing them as bad "just because." We have to equip them with a biblical worldview and a true cognitive map and conscience as to WHY we choose to do/not do things the way that we do. If not we leave them "empty" and vulnerable to an attitude change once the world invades their position.

So, I am further challenged as a Pastor/Preacher that we are not just trying to "shout'em" but to "inoculate" the attitude of the listener.

Kevin L. Pullam

Long Time No Blog!

2007-11-19T14:43:00.000-08:00

Wow... Has it really been over a week since I last blogged? To be honest, it felt more like just a few days. I have been busy and a lot has happened, but it still didn't feel like that long.

We had a wonderful day on yesterday (Sunday). The Lord was especially kind to my family and I. The congregation took it upon themselves to "surprise" us with an "Appreciation Service." The year was a bit turbulent. Subsequently, the usual time to officially commemorate my Pastoral Anniversary had come and gone.(August) I really had conceded that the Lord would be faithful in successive years and basically had the attitude "Better Luck next time." But, there is a group of amazing people at our church that have the right kind of heart. They, prompted by the Holy Spirit, yielded themselves to prepare a true expression of love and appreciation. My heart and determination were strengthened as a result of this time.

I was so overwhelmed with emotion and gratitude that I could hardly preach. I seek to make no excuses for what I consider to be one of my flatest sermon presentations in a long time. (Since my time at Cornerstone in Houston Texas, actually) I was well read, studied, prepared and rested. However, it just didn't seem to get off of the ground. But, something amazing happened. We extended the "opportunity of the church" and 9 people came forward. There were 9 for membership. One of the nine is also a candidate for water baptism. God is so amazing and I thank Him with a sincere heart. This just goes to show, once again, that my definition of "flunkersville" my not necessarily be what God says it is. I am thankful that He is still granting our ministry to have some degree of fruitfulness.

Anyway... I am glad to be back on the blog and am committing myself to posting at least once a day.

Try Again Tomorrow

2007-11-08T21:16:00.000-08:00

Quite frankly... Today was a rough day. Just never really got my stride. I feel good about some of the things I accomplished as a whole. So, I'm not complaining. Just one of those days...

As for positive and productive posting... Try Again Tomorrow

Incline My Heart

2007-11-07T19:18:00.000-08:00

Just got in from another Wednesday night Bible Study. I believe that Lord was faithful once again in speaking to our hearts. I am always critical of the crowd (or lack thereof) but have come to really appreciate those with the desire to know more about God through the ministry of corporate bible study.

Tonight we continued to verse 36 of Psalm 119. "Incline my heart to your testimonies and not toward selfish gain."

I won't commence to teach the lesson again on this blog, but I thank God for the opportunity to share this particular series of messages and lessons. God is speaking to our church in an unique and unusual way right now and I am praying for the diligence to be a good steward of every preaching and teaching opportunity. Thus far it appears as if our labor in this Psalm has proven to trod past the superficial and guide toward practical principles that we can apply in our lives individually and corporately.

Lord, thank you for what you have done, are doing, and will do. Continue to "incline my heart toward your testimonies and not toward selfish gain."

Beyond the First Visit

2007-11-06T13:32:00.000-08:00

I just returned from the Post Office. I actually went there to mail out letters to the guests we had with us in worship on Sunday. The Lord has really been blessing us to see several new families in attendance for the last consecutive five to six weeks. I have had an opportunity to speak with each of the families and they all seem to really like our congregation and the experience they've had thus far.

For me as Pastor, this presents a heightened sense of "urgency." My chief prayer has been that God would send new family units our way. Now that He has been faithful in answering that plea, I feel as if maybe we have not quite done everything we should in order to increase the possibility of these families staying and joining with us in ministry. This has caused me to go back to my bookshelf and pull down a little book I bought several months ago. I'll admit... I gave it a look over and never really read it in depth. Man... I can actually say that McIntosh really scores big in the area of providing practical suggestions for helping your guests make a transition into a permanent place in your ministry.

Yes, like many other church "how to" books, there are some things that wax a bit "cheesy" or unrealistic to be applied to our context. However, I thought I would suggest this book to those who have often asked (as have I) "what can I do above sending the usual 'it was a blessing to have you with us on this past Lord's day.'?" This book has been a refreshing read and is not too "lofty." It is concise enough for me to have read it since yesterday and still have time to get to the "weightier" reads that will be necessary for the weekend. Wow... Sunday's coming.

Order My Steps

2007-11-05T09:20:00.000-08:00

Won't be long today. Today is my 12th Wedding Anniversary and am preparing to share the afternoon with my girlfriend of 15+ years.

The Lord is really blessing our ministry at "The Ship." We seem to be entering a new season, or shall I say another level, of possibility and promise. Of course, things are still rough and a struggle. However, God seems to be allowing us to see some return on our diligence to effect a change in the congregation.

Worship service, I must admit, seemed to start with a unusually solemn tone. I am glad that I allowed the admonitions of my parents to kick in. I realized that what they said is true. "Many times what we mistake for a dead crowd is really just an indication of a reverent, intentional and reflective worship opportunity." Wow... Everything was wonderful. The Lord showed His face as we sought Him.

We were able to share again from Psalm 119. This week we were on verse 35, "Make me walk in the path of your ways, for I delight in them." The subject was simply, "Order my Steps." Basically, life as a Christian is like walking a tight rope. Our chief concern is to seek BALANCE through God and His word. This is what the Psalmist was seeking. (Only my feeble opinion) Why else would he pray for the Lord to "Make" him do what he already "delighted in." I have to MAKE my children cut the yard, clean their rooms and wash the dishes. But I NEVER have to MAKE them eat food, especially ice cream. Why then does the Psalmist make such an awkward request? Because in his walk he was struggling to make balance between to entities... The old man and the new man... The old man loathes God's word, while the new man loves God's word. The old man hates God's word, while the new man heeds God's word. The old man forbids God's word, while the new man follows God's word. That's why, even when we come to Christ we must strive to keep our "balance." I believe this is the "balance" that Paul was struggling with in Romans 7. He said, and I'm paraphrasing, "those things I want to do, I don't do and the things I don't want to do, I do.... O wretched man that I am, who will deliver me from this flesh of sin?" There is often a great pain and process associated with finding this "balance." I think that is what we see discovered by the Prodigal son in Luke 15. He leaves saying "give me" but comes home saying "make me." Wow... Back "full circle" to the petition and prayer of this Psalmist in verse 35, "Make me to walk in the path of your ways." When Paul admonishes us to "walk worthy of the vocation wherewith we have been called" the word "worthy" is taken from the Greek "axios." (my spelling may not be exact). That word is one of weights and measures and simply means "in good balance." Paul says, "therefore walk in good balance of the vocation for which you have been called." It was also Paul who said (Ephesians 2:10) "For we are His workmanship, created in Christi Jesus unto good works which he hath pre-ordained that we may WALK in them." The probing question that I asked our congregation was "How is your walk?" The challenge of us all is to have a walk (lifestyle) that glorifies God, edifies man and terrifies Satan. I thank God for redefining my walk and effecting the process of sanctification in me. "I may not be the best at anything, nor have the best of anything. Sometimes I feel that I'm the least of all. But, I know someone who has everything and He is my everything, and I'm happy just to know that I'm His child..."

Lord... Please, Order my steps in your word...

One Blogger with Cheese

2007-11-02T12:30:00.000-07:00

Good Afternoon,

I am actually supposed to be working right now. It's Friday and the barbershop will probably prove to be busy, especially being that it is the first of the month. However, I thought I would quickly make comment about the previous post "Say Cheese." Apparently, in the process for posting a picture on your blog, the image must be hosted on an html. Not that I understand it, but this meant I needed to post the picture as a blog and then copy that "url" to my photo upload area. So, for those of you who thought there was some portion of vanity in my posting a picture, trust me this was not the case. In my efforts to serve a well prepared page, thought you might like some "cheese" on this blogger. lol
Blog'ya later,
K.P.

Say Cheese!!!

2007-11-02T12:18:00.000-07:00

Mission Accomplished

2007-11-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

Last night's "Hallelujah Night" was a success. It appears that the community appreciated our efforts and patronized the event. Of course, it always seems like no matter what we accomplish we could have done a little more. However, I am very grateful for it all going the way that it did. We were able to make contact with people and families that we probably would not have outside of this event. Even if we don't see any church membership additions as a result of this particular event, I do believe that good seed has been sown.

There were quite a few of the members at "the ship" who stepped over and above the call of duty. It is a great point of progress to see such an event take place and I LITERALLY had to do NOTHING. Those of you who know the context of my Pastorate would have to admit that this is really saying A LOT. God is good. Even amidst the current challenges and trials, it seems like He allows an opportunity to get a glimpse of why we labor so hard. If I simply stay attentive to His voice, I believe He constantly shares with me small reasons why my labor is not in vain.

Well, off to class. Already late and this is my "long day." 8am- Social Work... 11am- Minority Studies... 1-4pm- Barber Shop... 4:30pm- Forensic Psychology... 7:30pm- Sociology of Family... I guess you can see why I'm dragging and dreading getting started. Blog soon..

Where in "Hell" is Halloween???

2007-10-31T11:14:00.000-07:00

Now that I've gotten your attention, let me rush to say that this was not just some preacher tastelessly taking an opportunity to curse. I am actually having some significant struggles with the idea of Halloween and the debates that surround it. Over the last several years I have been approached and/or challenged by those that question any Christian's acknowledgement of Halloween as an official "holiday." Well I can say that their argument is, at the very least, worth consideration. It has been said that Halloween has Paganistic origins and should not be even remotely entertained by those who call themselves followers of Christ. The implication is that only devil worshippers and satanist observe Halloween.

Well, I am not suggesting that I am a promoter of Halloween and it festivities. I have done considerable research as to the origin of the day itself. However, I believe anyone else who has been on such pursuit may have come to the same confused conclusion that I did. I wanted to glean my OWN resolve as to how I should feel about the day. I mean, I consider myself a faithful follower of Christ. I would like to think that I love the Lord with my whole heart. However, I wanted to know if I was on my way to Hell, so to speak, for allowing my children to go "trick or treating" in years past. The bottom-line is that I couldn't come to such a conclusion. Which causes me to ask the question, "Where in Hell is Halloween?" I mean really??? It began as the Celtic's Samhain (pronounced sow-in), transiting into the Roman's Feralia, then to Catholicism's "All Hallow's Eve." The fact of the matter is that there are so many implications as to how the day started. Yes, that origin does point to some secular dispensation. However, what "holiday" do we celebrate in America that doesn't? Even Christmas and Easter have some Paganistic influences as relates to it's historical progression.

I think my point is this... (Before I lose you totally)

I think that ALL holidays, when treated abrasively, have questionable points and practice. But, when we were children, it WASN'T really that DEEP. When we cut up one of Grandma's old wigs, put holes in some old clothes, adorned ourselves in make-up and went to get candy.... It wasn't about cults and Satan at all. We were just a couple of kids having a good time and getting some free candy. Is it possible to have still been wrong? Of course... But, why are Christians debating about such trivial matters when people are still dying and going to hell for lack of hearing and understanding the gospel message? We are certainly not reaching them by damning and dooming them to hell for wearing costumes and passing out candy. They need to hear about a man named Jesus. "Where the spirit of the Lord is there is liberty." Why then do we make the idea of Christianity so restrictive? Christians would rather judge one another for something as simple as "why would you pass out candy on Halloween?"

I've seen, first hand, the "wiles of the devil." I have witnessed him ravage through the lives of individuals, families, churches, and communities. I know I have A LOT of spiritual maturing to do myself, but I don't think Halloween is our biggest threat. I think the legalism that under-girds argument and debate about it in Christendom is a greater ill.

We are offering our youth and community an "alternative" to the traditional Halloween activities. We are calling it "Hallelujah Night." We will have moonwalks, food, games, candy and the works... I pray that this community outreach effort will be instrumental in bridging the gap between our congregation and those who surround us. I also pray that we (The Ship) will not be ridiculed by the "holly rollers" that have nothing better to do than criticize other Christians for what they are ATTEMPTING to do. Friendship... I applaud your "mind for ministry" and look forward to winning a generation for Christ as we work together.

"Give Me Understanding"

2007-10-29T12:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we embarked a little further in our exploration through the 119th Psalm. Verses 33 and 34 were the focus for yesterdays Sermonic moment. Wow... I am guilty of not expecting the time to be as fruitful as it proved to be. I must pray that I, as a Pastor and Preacher, get to a better resolve about preaching. I am constantly cognizant of the ability of God to give increase when we avail ourselves to Him. I further realize that He can use "Even Me." I just have to move past being surprised when He sees fit to do so. It totally undermines the supremacy and sovereignty of God when we fail to EXPECT a blessing.

Anyway... That is not the premise of my post. I am struggling with an even greater dilemma. Basically, it's Monday... Pastor's of Parishes Plagued with a more Primal Progression know exactly what I'm talking about. I am LITERALLY now faced with employing the "thesis" of my message from yesterday. I can definitely say that, for my life, God has a sense of humor.

Verses 33 and 34 of Psalm 119 mark another transitory moment in the Psalm itself because it denotes the beginning of another "Stanza." Most of you know that Psalm 119 is the longest "chapter" in the bible. (I know the Psalter is divided in number progression and not Chapters, but humor the thought) It's 176 verses are divided into 22 "stanzas." Each of these 22 stanzas are understood to be arranged in acrostic nature due to the fact that each "stanza" is dedicated to each of the 22 Hebrew alphabet. Aleph... Beth... Gimel... Daleth are sections that had already been covered in our series when arriving at our sermon yesterday. Now, verse 33... "Teach me, O Lord, the ways of your statutes..." v. 34... "Give me understanding..." That was the tag to the text on yesterday; "Give me Understanding."

Now... That Psalmist's petition and prayer in these verses is my sole and solitary submission to the Sovereign on today. "Lord, Give me Understanding." Why is it that we, who try our best to adhere to sound doctrine, seem to struggle the most? Lord, "Give me understanding." Lord, I want more for the people than they want for themselves. Give me understanding. I have given my last dime, forfeited pay, done without benefits, burned midnight oil, remained in school, faithfully proclaimed, passionately labored, earnestly loved, fervently prayed, selflessly sacrificed.... However, the numbers are still few, money still low, prospects still slim, obligations still behind. Lord, Give me Understanding.

That's my pain and prayer. I must rush to say that I am confident that I'm not the only one who has been faithful to doing whatever it is God commands. So much so that you have not required Him to file a "flight plan" or give disclosure as to the next few years "prospectus." We simply remain content with the fact that God, like with Abraham, has us headed towards a place that He "WILL show you." So, I don't really need to understand what He's DOING as much as I need to understand what He's SAID. I guess the "understanding" I must continually seek is that of His "revealed will." His word is where I find the understanding I need. Also, where I find the strength to run on a little longer.

Verse 33 and 34, I told you, denote the beginning of a new "stanza." It is the eight verses headed by the Hebrew "He." What is interesting is that this "He" is used in conjunction with Hebrew verbs to make it "causative." (you ALL know I am not a Hebrew scholar, just stumbled up on that through study) But, that results in this Psalm having a "causal" tone. Lord, Cause me to be taught... Lord cause me to understand... I guess the bottom line is that, in God's time, He will CAUSE me to understand. The bible promises that "He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him."

The Psalmist Utters this prayer... But he also makes a pledge. "I will keep it until the end..." And "I will keep it with my whole heart."

In light of the coming Understanding I will "Keep it..." (It will be Consistent)
"Till the end..." (It will be Continual) "With my whole heart." (It will be Complete)

I am completely resolved to walking "by faith and not by sight." I KNOW that my "due season" is coming. Like the older saints used to sing, "We'll UNDERSTAND it better by and by."

SSSSSHHHOOOOOO!!!!! I guess blogging is a good thing. Didn't quite make sense to you, but I feel better.

Thank you Lord for your excellent greatness and tender mercy. I, like Paul, am content

Something

2007-10-25T22:49:00.000-07:00

I am sure that, at some point, I will have wonderful insights to share. However, This particular post is just a fulfillment of a commitment I made to start posting "something" by today. So, here it is. I figure I will slowly work my way back into the wonderful world of blogging one post at a time. Until then, I am glad I made here to say "something."

God Bless,
Pastor K.P.

Back on the Blog

2006-07-04T22:41:00.000-07:00

Hello All... I almost feel as if I have to introduce myself all over again. It's been just that long. It's with much gratitude I report that God has continued to be faithful in all areas and avenues. Worship services have continued to be blessed and the spirit of praise has continued to increase. Also, it feels as if the warmth and fellowship of the people continues to grow as well. It is always a wonder to behold a glimpse of God's will "on earth as it is in heaven." We have a great ways to go at "the ship" but thanks be to our heavenly father for bringing it such a long way already. On this weekend we will be the guest of Greater Works Baptist Church in Austin Texas. Pastor James and the congregation will be celebrating their church anniversary. A good remnant of our congregation will travel to share in this fellowship exchange. We plan to have worship service on Saturday morning at 9:30am and depart shortly thereafter. This is the first time that we have attempted a Saturday worship since I have been a part of the congregation. I am sure that everything will go smoothly. History would indicate that most of our people will be with us and I don't want to take the chance of worship service being a wash altogether on Sunday. Being that myself, the musicians, choir, ushers, praise dance, etc. will be with us, the people that don't travel usually decide to just stay home for the weekend. Not that I agree with that approach, I still have to deal with the realities. I am actually looking forward to the time there in Austin. Pastor James is a dear friend and has really been there for me in times of great struggle in my ministerial life. I also greatly admire him and the progress that he and his congregation has made. I have shared in the church anniversary for the last eight years or so, since they first started their church. I have seen them make a transition from school buildings, shopping centers, and hotel conference rooms. They have been blessed to build and occupy their own house of prayer and worship. I have continued to draw strength and encouragement from their walk and witness. Needless to say, I feel right at home when I go there and God always seems to really bless that time of sharing. I ask your prayers that the Lord would grant us traveling grace and fill us with His spirit that will all Him to be gloried and His people edified. It's good to be back on the blog...

Un-b-logable

2006-06-22T04:40:00.000-07:00

It's been a week since I have blogged. It's funny because I thought about it every day. I even logged in to "create" a new post, but astoundingly had nothing to share. I can't quite pinpoint what has been the actual reason. I have been very busy, but not too busy to post. Further, that would give me all the more to share and talk about. I have had some very BIG issues on my plate in pastoral and personal life. Although, it has been nothing to cause my faith to waiver or my testament to lie dormant. I guess this is just one of those times of great solitude and serenity. I have been petitioning the Lord on several things and continue to ask your prayers that God will speak in a clear and concise way. Well, I should really say that God will give me the discernment to know what it is He wants me to do. Until then, I will make every attempt to post something. I just don't want to cloud my intellect with too many personal agendas and opinions until I know that I have heard the voice of God.

Fervent Effectual Prayer

2006-06-15T19:59:00.000-07:00

God hears and answers our every prayer concern. This is a time in which I am in deep prayer about so many things. I trust that our congregation, whom I have grown to love so dearly, will recognize the need sincerely seek the Lord. I claim, by faith, the victory which is our through Christ Jesus. Knowing that when we call unto Him, He will show us great and mighty things that we knoweth not.

Kingdom Building Agenda

2006-06-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

Just how easy is it for the church to get sidetracked? I mean, don't most of the parishioners of our congregations have the wrong idea of what we are and are to do? In the midst of a consumer generation, it seems as if there is a greater trend of misdirection and misunderstanding about what the church is and does. Most are now in the mindset to "shop around" for their choice of church and pastor. Therefore, it seems as if the church which most appeals to the sensuality of a person is the church that gains the largest membership. Whatever happened to the premise that the church was a place to serve and not simply be served? We go to church now like it's our favorite restaurant or movie theater. Sometimes the service is good and other times the show gets a thumbs down. Therefore, many church leaders have sought good ratings from the masses rather than a "well done" from the Master. I am challenging the congregation of people where God has blessed me to lead. We must move to another level of commitment to the lost of this world. "Who will go for us" is the subject of tonight's bible study. We do have a charge to keep and a God to glorify. There are people dying and going to hell and this business of the Kingdom is of crucial urgency. I am redirecting my attention away from that of satisfying bench members. The reality is that they will consume the bulk of our time and, if allowed, write the churches "to do list." All while the commitment of this group is slim to none. When the church is in real need and ministry needs to embark, these "pew potatoes" are usually nowhere to be found. We need a ministry that is totally mission minded. I am not satisfied until the Lord is. Therefore, I believe that I have just broken through to the next level of politically incorrectness. Sure, I want to be about the business of edifying saints. Although, the greatest joy for me would be to please God with my efforts to evangelize sinners. Street corners, crack houses and jail cells don't seem all that glorious of a place to the average "saint." However, these are places where the Gospel most needs to be proclaimed. "How can they call on whom they have not believed, how can they believe in whom they have not heard, and how can they hear without a preacher..... Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God." Lord, use me as one of your trumpeters that these in greatest need may hear...

"Any Given Sunday"

2006-06-11T21:51:00.000-07:00

We had a wonderful time today in the service of the Lord. I believe worship service was another that exalted the Father and edified His people. We were blessed to have special guests from Austin Texas. Pastor Leonard James and a few of the members from Greater Works Baptist Church came to share with us in word and worship. Pastor James shared a wonderful sermon from Luke 5:1-5. The subject of his message was "At Thy Word." It was a timely word and exactly what we needed. Pastor James also had the male chorus with him and they were just amazing. It was refreshing to see a group of men banded together with an obvious adoration for God, cooperation with one another, and dedication to ministry. To say the least, we had a little "good ole fashun chuch" today. It has been amazing to watch God move in this way for the last several weeks. There was a time when my greatest prayer request was that God would allow us to have a spirit of worship on Sunday morning. Now it appears that God has touched the hearts of many in the congregation to "Enter in with thanksgiving and praise." There has been a much warmer and receiving atmosphere in the sanctuary and I am very grateful. It appears that now you can catch "The Ship" in high praise on "Any Given Sunday." Thanks be to Jesus Christ our Lord who gives us the victory.

Peacock Proud Pastor

2006-06-11T04:26:00.000-07:00

The Youth Convention was a grand success. The spirit of the day was wonderful, the children seemed to be helped and encouraged, and the attendance was good also. Our theme, "Power 4 Life," was really affective and fit well in the course of the classes, preaching and afternoon session. I am thoroughly satisfied with the way Friendship stepped up to the plate. Everyone was in place and working toward the goal of being a good host. We had people on the food, and in other various areas helping to make sure our guest were well accommodated. During the welcome period, one of our youth said in a very comical way "you all are very welcome even though we are going to beat you in the competition." Given the spirit of our convention, it was taken in good fun and everyone laughed about it. During the lunch break I approached her and said, "you really have to come with it now because you put it out there." Well, wouldn't you know, our youth department showed out. They did exceptionally well in every one of the events. Bible Story Telling, Bible Memory Work (two age groups), Bible Sword Drill (two age groups), extemporaneous Speaking and Praise Dance were the events. We got first place in all but two events and then second and third places in various events. My, My, My.... You would have to know the history to really appreciate that. It was only three or four years ago that we were getting "spanked" in every event. Now God has allowed it to grow and it feels mighty good that this growth was experienced under my pastoral leadership. I realize that every portion of the credit belongs to the Lord. However, it does make me proud to see that God is adding increase in the midst of our efforts to strengthen the youth. Needless to say, we are on our way to the State Youth Convention with our hearts strengthened and our minds set on a "State Sweep."

All About the Children

2006-06-10T05:26:00.000-07:00

God has blessed me with a unique concern for youth ministry. I believe this has been one of the "labels" thoroughly associated with me. Most times when you hear the name of Kevin L. Pullam people think "a relatively young man with a youth centered approach." I have always thought this to be a discredit to me given the fact that my study has always been of such that I try my best to be loaded with word and witness. Loaded in such a way that it carries a universal relevance and effectiveness. I do have a tendency to use a contemporary application process. I have concluded that this is not a bad "stigma" to have. Children and Youth are actually an exquisite breed. If you can connect with a young person, in church, you have done a wonderful thing. Youth usually don't take well to empty cliche's and ritualistic religious polity. They can see straight through the persons that are, as the Apostle John would say, "lying and do not the truth." So, I have begun to wear my "scarlet letter" as a badge of honor. Sure, references to rap songs and pop culture can get you in trouble with the "holy high rollers" but I believe any honest and successful attempt to reach the young people for Christ is pleasing to God. With that said, I am honored to be the Director of our District Association's Youth Convention. Today will mark it's 45th Annual session. Myself and Friendship will be the host of this convention today and I am now up getting as many last minute details in order as is possible. There will be class sessions and a noon sermon this morning. On this afternoon there will be additional activities to include the "Bible Activities Competition." This is a time where children of various age groups compete in Bible Story Telling, Bible Memory Work, Bible Sword Drill, Extemporaneous Speaking and Praise Dance. I am really excited about this ministry and look forward to a productive day. Then on tomorrow I am to be the guest preacher at my home church and Pastor's Annual Youth Day. So, this week has been a youth centered one. My prayer is that God will give me a supernatural portion of His spirit and power. I also pray for the continued gift of depth and relevancy. I never want to be so shallow that I preach beneath my ability and down to people. However, I don't want to be so technical that I miss everyone. Lord, give me the insight to diligently discern the right "dose of doctrine" and rightfully divide in the service of YOUR people.

Busy...Busy...Busy

2006-06-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hello... Long time no blog, I know. I am not really going to get into a long detailed list as to why I have not been communicating. Basically, I have simply been consumed with school, church and the coming events associated with district and state level affiliations. It so happens that this time of the year always proves to be a busy time. I am just praying that God will sustain us at "the ship" during this time. The summer season can often prove to be a trying season numerically. Although, if last Sunday was any indication of how the summer will be, it certainly looks promising. Attendance and morale were both way up and of course this was exciting. I love the people there and I really do believe God has placed a unique group of pastor and people there that are bound to do amazing things for the kingdom of God. Lord, give us a strength that endures till "due season."

"A Unified Church"

2006-06-05T04:08:00.000-07:00

We had a wonderful day of worship on yesterday. It was one of those spirit-filled services that I have come to truly long for. From start to finish, the praise was high and we exalted the matchless name of Jesus to the best of our ability. The Sunday school lesson was on the subject of unity. I was lead to deal with that same subject in the sermon. I preached about "The Unified Church." God really challenged us through His word on how we can better unite for the TRUE causes of the kingdom. My thesis: "A united church creates an atmosphere that is conducive to worship, word and witness." We explored the ideas of being "together" and "in one accord." What a word for such a time as this. We've been given a "Great Commission" by our Lord and the church (local and universal) must banned together for that cause. We are told in Acts 2 that on the day of Pentecost about "3000 souls were added to the church." "Souls" not bodies... Pastors, preachers, trustee and deacon boards along with the people of our congregations need to be more concerned about "souls" and not bodies. We are so busy trying to add more people that we have not thoroughly fixed our focus on lost souls. As Rick Warren would say, "we are called to be fishers of men, not swappers of fish from tank to tank." At "the ship" we are uniting ourselves in mission. I am committed to love and lead our congregation in the Lord. I thank God for these He has entrusted. I am fully willing to accept this awesome challenge He has given.... Recognizing now the difference between uniformity and unity, we march onward.

"The Disciple Making Pastor"

2006-06-02T09:46:00.000-07:00

'mI have this new goal to read three books every week. This is fueled by the fact that I have been lacking in my reading for quite some time and the thrust of my ministry was always, in the past, undergirded with a strong reading regiment. Since reviving this approach the benefits have already proven to be a great blessing. Wow, yesterday I started reading a book entitled "The Disciple-Making Pastor" written by Bill Hull. I could not put it down the entire evening. I am just about finished with the book and it has served to challenge and encourage me. The church proper has failed and is fainting in what is the true purpose of our existence. We were called and commissioned by our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ to do ONE primary thing.... "Make Disciples." This should be the central and sustaining point of the church. A body of believers that have been trained and then mobilized to "duplicate themselves." Learners creating more learners, who create more learners.... You get the point. The average church has gauged it's success by the "three b's." That is, it has entered the dangerous tendency to access buildings, bucks and bodies in order to discern the health and effectiveness of the church. George Barna has reported that, "of the 22 million persons that claim to be Christian, only 7 percent have ever taken training in discipleship and only 2 percent have ever led someone to Christ." Now, as Bill Hull inquires, "what if you were going to war and only 7 percent of the troops had been trained and 2 percent of them actually had experience?" Needless to say, we have been fighting a losing battle. It is the responsibility of Pastors to fix the focus of the congregation on DISCIPLESHIP. Of course, in theory, we have all known this for quite some time. However, how many of us are actually doing it? Well, I am committed to this mission of the commission at "The Ship." Anything that is not conducive to soul winning and discipleship training, will not be a part of our program, people, leadership team or budget. "The harvest is truly plentiful and the laborers few." What a scathing indictment against any "Christian" that has never lead even one person to Christ. God help us... I don't aspire to be a money making preacher, a house-filling preacher, a "sho-nuff can say it" preacher, a "dumped that house" preacher, or even a popular preacher. Lord, mold me into a "Disciple-Making Pastor."

"I'll Survive"

2006-05-30T11:01:00.000-07:00

Did I say I wanted to make all A's??? Well, I know that God is able. I just got out of my first day of summer session 1 classes. I really do think that I will enjoy "British Literature." The professor was really nice and knowledgeable, plus the subject matter was of great interest to me. Now, on the other hand, I don't know what in the world caused me to sign up for Spanish in a summer session. The format is fast paced to say the least. The professor is very good, however there is just a lot required for a person like me that holds no previous experience in the language. The depth of my Spanish skill pretty much ends at counting to ten. The two online classes that I am taking (History and Sociology) both appear to be thorough but in reach. All that said, I will learn a whole lot this semester. It will be difficult as relates to time management, but "I'll survive."

"Summer, Summer, Summertime"

2006-05-29T21:29:00.000-07:00

Well, it was a wonderful Memorial Day holiday. I just chilled out all day. I did a little research this evening. For some reason I am currently on a "Reformation" kick and wanted to explore the implications made in the Apostle's and Nicene Creeds. My studies brought forth some very fruitful thought that I am sure will prove helpful in my teachings at "The Ship." Anyway, it has been a quiet day. Now, it's up and at'em again in the morning. I have taken on the massive responsibility of 13 hours in summer session one. Then I am tackling 9 hours in summer session two. To the average person, this would be considered totally insane. But, I am on a mission and I am not going to stop until mission is accomplished. The true challenge I have placed on myself is to get as close to all A's as possible. I know this is going to be really hard. Especially when considering my regular ecclesiastical responsibilities and tasks. On Wednesday and Thursday of this week we have our State Home mission Board Meetings. I am still wondering how I am going to shuffle this amongst the school schedule. I am on to do a Bible topic in the Wednesday morning session. "The Benefits of Fellowship" taken from Acts chapter 2. This happens to be one of the many passages I cherish as relates to the church. I am just a bit apprehensive about having to get out of the second day of school to do it. I know that God will make a way. Then, in about a week and a half our church is hosting the District's Youth Convention. This wouldn't be so much in and of itself, however I serve as the Youth Convention Director. Therefore, I have a lot of ducks to get lined up for that one. Again, God always makes a way and I know He will this time as well. We have several strong youth workers in our congregation and they have dedicated much of their week to making sure everything is in order. Lord, thank you for the kind of spirit they have. And Lord, you know who "they" are..... I ask every one of your prayers that God will strengthen spiritually, intellectually and physically to maintain until I cross the stage..... Man, you talk about a shoutin good time.... Graduation for me will prove to be an intricate piece of the illustrious mosaic I hope to fashion.

"Fighting for my Family"

2006-05-28T22:02:00.000-07:00

God is always so good to us. It's now late Sunday night/Monday morning and I am now reflecting on this "Lord's Day." He sent another timely word for our congregation on today. It wasn't necessarily one that I would have wanted to preach, but it is definitely what God had for us at "such a time as this." 1 Samuel 30:1-6 was our focal passage with references to the entire chapter (all 31 verses). We as a people are in the fight of our lives. With the devil proving to be, all the time, an aggressive assailant against the people of God, it is very important that we be willing to "Fight for the Family." This is because Satan has sought to tear apart the family unit and the intention God had from the very beginning. With "multi-generational" households, same-sex unions, etc. It has become ever apparent how important it is for Godly parents who will stand on the word of God as they raise their children. We have to 1) Be concerned for the family, 2) Be committed to the family and 3) Be courageous for the family. Then and only then will we see the reversal of this awful plight that has presented itself. I don't know about you, but no devil in hell is going to take my family without a fight!!! Remember, "we wrestle not against flesh and blood..." (Eph. 6) This is a warfare of cosmic proportions. It would be counter-productive for us to believe that our enemy is our spouse, neighbor, church member, etc. Satan is much smarter and, unfortunately, more powerful than that. Many times we run with this "name it and claim" movement and feel as if we can simply "put our foot on the devil" and call it a day. Now I will be the first to say that we are "more than conquerors" and we have been granted such power through Christ Jesus. However, we need to stop picturing Satan as a little man in a red suit, pointed ears, go-tee and a pitch fork. No, he has more resources at his disposal and is not easily thwarted. Be on the lookout, keep trusting in our Lord Jesus Christ. Cover your family with quality devotional time, prayer, bible study and unity. This is how we win victory over Satan, one family at a time. It is important for us all to grasp the fact that strong churches are made of strong families... Therefore, it's time to "Fight for the Family."

"Bless the Lord at all times"

2006-05-28T04:48:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday morning and, once again, I am grateful for the opportunity to share with God's people in worship and word. It's about 6:45am and I have now been up and at'em for close to two hours. I don't know exactly why it is that I cannot sleep on Sunday mornings. This Sunday morning is particularly peculiar for me. Every since the middle of the week I have had this eerie feeling about this weekend's services. Every now and then I have this feeling and I simply try to dismiss it. However hard it may be, I am praying that the Lord would just take over and allow Himself to be the center of attention. I only want to see that His name is thoroughly exalted.

"I Made It..."

2006-05-26T19:39:00.000-07:00

Well, I told you about the Government 1301 class I was taking in this year's "Maymester." I must admit that it was the fastest paced class I have ever taken. Man, we did a whole semester's workload in two weeks. You may have noticed that I didn't post a couple of days over the last week. Naturally, I was a bit consumed with that class. I have committed myself to making A's in all the remaining classes I have yet to take. This will be necessary in the future should an opportunity open for me to enroll in graduate studies. (M. Div. and D. Min.) Most of the schools I would love to attend require a G.P.A. of at least 3.0 in undergraduate studies. My praise report is that, despite the fast pace, I was able to pull off a pretty strong A. Out of a possible 500 points in the entire class, I was at 489. Thank you Lord... I made it through that class.... Now it's time to get geared up for Summer classes. I am pushing myself to take 13 hours in Summer session 1 and then 9 in session 2. If the Lord says the same, this will allow me to graduate this Christmas season. I ask your prayers that God would grant the tenacity, strength and insight to complete this goal.

"Fighting for my Future"

2006-05-25T21:12:00.000-07:00

I particularly appreciated the "quote for the week" used by Pastor Otis Lockett which read,
"You don't owe your past an apology as much as you owe your future a chance."-(J. Hole) You know, it's so easy to fall into passive resignation about the potential for what lies ahead of us. I have determined that we, the children of God, are in the fight of our life. Satan wants us to bound and bury us with our past mistakes, shortcomings and non-achievement. However, we can't allow ourselves to sit on your stewardship and forget about our future. So, I challenge you all to do 3 things:
1) Forget the Mess (1 John 1:9)
2) Stand the Test (1 Corinthians 10:13)
3) Reach for the Best (Hebrews 10:35)
"Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus." -Phi 3:13-14

Soli Deo Gloria

2006-05-24T05:50:00.000-07:00

"To the Glory of God alone." That's my testimony about yesterday's breakthrough. I had tuitions due at school by the end of the day. I was looking at about 3300.00 for both summer sessions and the fall. This figure does not include books. Being that I was having to "self-pay" for these classes, it appeared that dropping all of the classes was my only option. However, when I went online to the student services website, I was not able to drop them because of a hold on my student account. I discovered that the videos for a Biology class I had taken were required to be returned before the hold would be lifted. I did that and was told by the librarian that the hold was lifted immediately. But, much to my surprise, I still could not drop the classes because of another hold. I then found out that there was an "exit interview" document required in the financial aid office. Naturally, I went to take care of that and it was as simple as reading and signing one paper. As I was leaving the financial aid office, I noticed that the window labeled "Veteran's services" had a lady there with no one waiting in line. I decided to make an inquiry about veteran's benefits. I said, "I have been told before that Texas veterans can go to Texas schools tuition free. How does that work?" She then proceeded to tell me the requirements and subsequently the four documents I needed in order to apply. I jumped right on it and had the documents for her in about an hour. (understand I had already been at the school most of the day) I then went to the line and handed her the information. There was one document needed from the U.S. Armed Forces that I was going to have to wait about two or three weeks for. However, she told me to wait a minute and she would be right back. She came back with four printouts of my school schedules and resulting bills. She then pulled out an inked stamp and affixed "HZLWD" on the bottom of each page along with her initials. She then instructed "take these to the cashier's window and all of your tuition and fees will be paid." I was in absolute amazement. I asked her, "It's ALL paid? And, how long will they do this?" She said, "you are now a part of the Hazelwood Act's Tuition Exemption program. From today's date, you will be allowed to take 150 college hours of school in any Texas supported institution at no cost to you." Lord, You are absolutely amazing. I am awed by your unfailing love, protection and providence. Thank you for again making a way when, through the frailty of human perspective, I could not see a way. "But my God shall supply all my need according to His riches in glory." Hallelujah!!!

Back from Edinburg

2006-05-21T21:20:00.000-07:00

We have another Sunday behind us and I can truly say that God is always so good. I am thankful that things went as well as they did. God allowed His voice to be heard both at home and at our "Fellowship Exchange" with Rising Star M.B.C. in Edinburg Texas. There are many recaps and observations I could make about today. However, I realize there comes a time to speak and a time to be silent. I simply trust that God will continue to guide me in all that He would have us to do. Further, I worship Him for (His doing). He bestows everlasting favor toward me. Also for (His being), He is a matchless, mighty and merciful Master.

Revived Again

2006-05-20T06:33:00.000-07:00

I can say nothing but that "Our God is an awesome God." The revival was a complete and total success. Pastor Kevin B. Willis Sr. allowed the Lord to use him in a supernatural way. It is evident that God has touched the lives of many around our city through his preaching ministry. I was personally helped and strengthened by this time of sharing. The word, on each night, seemed to be tailored for every need of the people at our church. I am praying that our church family will be able to execute and practice many of the principles Pastor Willis shared. Also, it would be impossible to explain how edifying the fellowship was. I have gained such practical and powerful insight from the time I shared with him. To say the least, this time has encouraged me to "return and do the first works." I will be the first to admit that, in recent times, I had really started to shut down. Many of my earlier aspirations and expectations for ministry, I had somewhat placed on the back burner. As a result of much opposition and difficulty I figured, "what's the use?" I thought I would just continue to pursue my degree and wait on something else. However, I have never been that kind of person. I make it a point to pursue excellence at any cost. I am glad to be back in that mindset. God is going to do great things through our ministry and church. There are a handful of people that want to see God's kingdom advanced and, quite frankly, that's all we need to get something significant started. Jesus effected the whole world as we know it through the lives of 12. Well, thank you Lord for every wonderful benefit. I am certainly "Revived Again."

"My God Shall Supply"

2006-05-16T20:57:00.000-07:00

It has certainly been a long day. However God was overwhelmingly good. Though name calling can often get you in trouble, I feel compelled to share a few appreciative expressions. Two sisters, C. Fillmore and K. Harris made themselves available for whatever logistical measure had to be employed and I am ever grateful. Repeatedly they have stepped up and made tremendous sacrifice to see the Lord's program advanced. Your reward, so great in heaven, goes far beyond any ability of my own. Brother Jesse Nash took it upon himself to come to the church for the last two days and attend to some maintenance issues. It was certainly refreshing to see one of our brothers "putting his hand to the plow." Then.... there is a precious jewel of unique and unmeasured value residing right here in my home. Sis. LaTonya D. Pullam, you've done it again. I can't help but feel indebted to the diligence and commitment with which you have accepted the call to this covenant with me. For the totality of this Tuesday, you have gone non-stop. This is just another rendition of the powerful ministry of helps and assistance you have been so thoroughly equipped with. I will ever cherish you. Pastor Willis arrived safely this afternoon and we had an opportunity to have a late lunch/early dinner before getting ready for church. Immediately God gave evidence that His leading to arrange this time for Pastor Willis to share was authentic and timely. I was overwhelmed with the practical insight he was able to share with me in a one on one setting. The Lord really used Pastor Willis on tonight. His message was taken from Philippians 4:19 and 2 Peter 1:4. The subject was "The Believer's Promise." I was enlightened and encouraged. God was exalted and His people edified by Pastor Willis' stewardship. I was again reminded of God's all sufficient resources. I was also and challenged as to what God requires of us to witness God's supply and blessing appropriated in our lives. God spoke.... Glory to His name.

"Lord Lay me Down to Sleep"

2006-05-16T03:16:00.000-07:00

It's now past 5am and I have been up all night. I guess the excitement and preparations for the revival have me "wound up." I am now going to lay down for a while and see if I can sleep for at least two hours or so. The predicament I have caused for myself is that my agenda required a 7am start time in order to be completely done with all errands and final touches before picking Pastor Willis up at about 4:30pm. Anyway.... I trust God to sustain. I realize, being that I am human, rest is required. Therefore, I will simply play it by ear whenever I rise. The beautiful part of it is the time of praise, prayer and even preparation I was able to accomplish in the solemn of my small study space. Two solid sermon ideas and a time of communion with God like one that I haven't had in quite some time. God flooded my soul with the strength I need "for such a time as this." Oh God.... You hear and You answer every prayer.

Lord Send a Revival!!!

2006-05-15T21:06:00.000-07:00

If the Lord says the same, this time tomorrow night we will have some hint or indication as to the direction of Spring Revival 2006. There comes a time when we've "gone as a far as we can humanly go." We've sent letters, secured an evangelist, prepared the programs and sanctuary. More importantly, I've allowed the Lord to till my heart through prayer. I have continually meditated in His word. Now....................... I place it ALL in the hands of God our Father!!! "Lord I trust You to have Your own way with our lives on this week. You know our needs and where they exists. Speak to our hearts through the ministry of Pastor Willis. Crown him with the cause of the kingdom and allow him to compassionately command the congregation with clarity and conviction. Lord, You know how much I need You as the leader of Your people. So many of Your people have waxed cold and turned back. Speak Lord in a fashion that will call us aside from our selfish inconsideration and closer to the cross of Your son Jesus Christ. Have us, once again, to embrace the sufficiency of Christ and the inerrancy of scripture. Fill us with Your sweet Holy Spirit that He would 'teach us all things...' Empower Pastor Willis spiritually. Endow him with physical strength needed to preach with power. Equip him with every resource he needs. Enfold him with Your love. Employ him with the tasks of relevancy to our congregation. Then, when the benediction is announced on Thursday, Expand his territory and Increase our appreciation for what You have done. Lord touch every person who will have a responsibility on the worship agenda. Anoint every song, prayer, scripture, expression and offering we present in worship. Allow us the sanity to step beyond ourselves and do what is necessary to see Your name exalted. Move upon every heart of our congregation to share cheerfully of their possessions so that this ministry endeavor is one that will edify and not burden with indebtedness. Cast aside the negative connotations that have so hindered in the past. Afford the critical and complaining the opportunity to fall oblivious to their flagrant intentions not to support the revival and, in that oblivion, find themselves in the worship service challenged and changed by the word shared. Lord we need more than an event or an occasion, we need a true move that can only come by your hand. I come before you in total submission to your will. Lord Send a Revival. Amen"

Mary's Method for Mothers

2006-05-14T11:51:00.000-07:00

To God be the glory for the wonderful things He has done. Again He has blessed us with an opportunity to celebrate His awesome glory and holiness. I count it a privilege to have been able to facilitate another day of worship. I am ever grateful that God would choose an unworthy vessel such as I to be a part of this Christian warfare we wage. And yes, worship is warfare as well. God was ever faithful and present in our services today. I really do believe that God continues to deepen my love for His work and people there at Friendship. The fellowship was as edifying as always. The prayer, music and, if I must say so myself, the preaching were ALL right on time. I thank you Lord for being with us. We had quite a few mothers and daughters worshiping together with us today. I am glad that God led the way He did. I don't ever feel as if I HAVE to preach occasions or special days per say. However, God did allow a word relevant to the mothers on today. The Gospel of Luke, chapter 2, verses 41-51 was today's scriptural focus. Today we shared several attributes of Mary, in her role as mother of Jesus, that are worthy of assimilating into the daily practice and principle of today's mother. 1) She returned to retrieve her child 2) She rushed to reprimand her child and 3) She remembered to release her child.... God was good to us and I am thankful. Now is the time for me to pause and render homage and accolades to my wife, Sis. LaTonya D. Pullam. God knows that she has been a wonderful mother and nurturer in our home. Of course, we all are a work in progress. However, God could not have blessed me with a better mother to my children. She has even been able to rise to the huge responsibility and calling of "step-motherhood" and has done so with a graciousness that is truly a beauty to behold. Thanks my dear... Naturally, I thank God for a strong, wise and virtuous mother. I find great solace in the fact that I can call Sis. Vietta L. Francis Pullam "mama/mom." And then to every mother that carries the burden/blessing of motherhood. I am grateful for your gift of unconditional love. I encourage you to be continually immovable in the Lord as you strive to be everything that God intends for you.

Multigenerational Families

2006-05-13T07:07:00.000-07:00

Here is my submission for "discussion 2" in my Government 1301 course. Being that this is an informal discussion page, please excuse any structural flaws or sketchy ideas. The professor asks, "The following USA TODAY article speaks to an issue you are reading about: "The Changing Face of America." After reading the article, explain why you think this trend will have a positive OR a negative impact on the nation. http://www.usatoday.com/news/bythenumbers/2005-08-16-multigenerational- My response is: "There are several ways one could justify and/or promote the multigenerational family. However, I would suggest that there are problems presented and represented in this family that prevail over anything else. I must rush to say that, first of all, the multigenerational family is more a “result” than a “cause” of the breakdown in family integrity. For quite some time we have witnessed the depravity of our society and the moral degradation that overwhelms us. In a time when teenage unwed pregnancies, absentee fathers and financial instability are at an alarming high, there must be reevaluation. Unfortunately there has been a misunderstanding, and consequently a warped definition, as relates to the sanctity of marriage. Gender roles continue to be misrepresented in the family and young people are confused as to what a father and mother really is. One family is led by a single mother because the father is caught up in an illegal pursuit of the materialistic. Another family is led by a grandmother who is raising the childgren of her crack addicted daughter. Some husband and wife are providing quarters and substance to a grown son and his family because he hasn’t been able to attain adequate work. Other couples are now caring for an elderly mother as a result of ridiculous medical expenses and medications. The result is an unending cycle that only causes the lines of demarcation to be erased from one generation to the next. Minimum wagers continually struggle to work almost two full days of work to buy one full tank of gas. It will never end if we don’t stop and reinstate the single family unit. Our young people need to find themselves products of a Mother (female) and father (male) that are in covenant relationship striving to raise and rear them. It has been said that “it takes a village to raise a child.” However, what if the villages are plagues with moral decay. There have been no adequate examples of what normalcy was meant to be. This promotes a never ending cycle of underachievers. I believe that we all have a responsibility to raise our OWN children WITH the person that helped to conceive them. Men need to stand up and realize that “if a man doesn’t work, he doesn’t eat” and step up to the responsibility that is rightfully thiers. Women need to stand up for themselves and demand the respect and adoration that they were crowned with at creation. The result will be responsible citizens raising more responsible citizens."

T.G.I.F.

2006-05-12T08:19:00.000-07:00

There's an idiom that has been shared for many years. "Thank God it's Friday," has resonated in most workplaces and classrooms for as long as I can remember. However, those who share in the agony and ecstasy of preaching/pastoring will most likely agree that this is when it's "up and at'em." I have come to discover that Wednesday is actually my Monday and Sunday my Friday. I know this may seem a bit odd, but like most people live to see the end of business on Friday so it is with me on Sunday. Now is the time that I am in totally high gear. I have been up this morning for about an hour and have just come out of my time of prayer and meditation. Now it's time to come up with a strategy/plan of attack for this weekend's agenda. There are so many things I must remember and CANNOT forget. One that is a MUST is to continue pushing the Revival that starts next Tuesday. Another BIG oversight I have been making is our church trip to Edinburg on next weekend. We are the HIGHLY anticipated guest of Pastor McDowell and the Rising Star B.C. congregation for their church anniversary. In light of the Revival and other events, I have not really emphasized this as much as I should have. It is very important that I do this weekend because Pastor Mc Dowell has really been excited about our coming. I would hate for our congregation to support that in a minimal way. I am also enrolled in what DelMar College calls a "MayMester." I decided, several months ago, to try an online course in Government 1301. That course started yesterday and I have an assignment due in that class by eleven tomorrow evening. It is going to be interesting to do an ENTIRE course in two weeks. Especially considering that there are assignments due each night of the revival. To include a "mid-term exam" on the closing night (Thursday) of the revival. I know that God will sustain for that. I am now on the way out on a few errands and then off to "the shop." I have every intention to close on time tonight. It will be hard to sustain the hours that I have for the last several weekends. Although I appreciate all of the business, I will have to cut off the open light at six if I hope to get out of there any time before eight. It will be vitally necessary to give the Lord my undivided attention and study stewardship tonight. As on last week, "Sunday's Coming." I will really want to set the church's affections on the premise, purpose and practice of revival. Of course, there are those in our congregations that seem to be oblivious to the need for anything we do in the church. Therefore, I pray that God will move in such a way that He can raise the consciousness of the unconcerned and consequently the need for this revival.

Mission Impossible???

2006-05-11T21:17:00.000-07:00

Well, you witnessed the great list of intentions I had for the day. My praise report is that God sent another wave of "overflow" to the shop today. I started working about 2:00pm this afternoon and never stopped until about twenty minutes ago. Needless to say, God has definitely smiled on that venture. I will never cease to be amazed by His unending faithfulness and providence. With that said... Quite obviously, some of the other missions on the agenda went a bit uncompleted. I praise God for a resourceful wife that makes herself available to help out when needed. She made it a point to assure that some of today's items were accomplished. We were able to get the add in the newspaper announcing the revival. I am really happy that we could make that happen. When contacting the T.V. stations about their community calendars, we were advised that it required approximately three to four weeks notice to get that done. However, we did get many of the posters out to surrounding churches and I pray that their Pastors will have favor with us and support our efforts with announcements.

It's no secret that we are in a rebuilding process at "The Ship." God has shown me the immeasurable potential we posses. However, at this point, it seems as if everything we set forth to do requires such effort. But.... This is definitely not "Mission Impossible." With God ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE." I have a faith that finds it's true substance and solitude in what I am hoping. I stand solidly on what I cannot see. Knowing that I have to see it, before I see it, if I want to see it.

There have been many who have walked away and written us off. Oh, but the best is yet to come. The bay area can't contain the ministry God has conceived in the bosom of Kevin L. Pullam. Not without birthing pains, but there will be a great offspring produced. This is a mission of excellence. One that WILL make history. God has had to break it down to a place that, when it EXCELS AND EXCEEDS, there will be no questioning what God has done. Friendship EXCEED AND EXCEL??? What???? "AND NOW UNTO HIM WHO IS ABLE TO DO EXCEEDING ABUNDANTLY ABOVE ALL THAT WE ASK OR THINK, ACCORDING TO THE POWER THAT WORKETH IN US." (Ephesians 3:20)

Yes US..... Even "The Ship...." Ya Heard!?!

It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood

2006-05-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

Top of the Morning to you!!! God be praised for another beautiful day. I am extraordinarily happy this morning because of a wonderful nights sleep. With the illness I wrestled with for the last week or so, it has been a while since I have had a peaceful rest. This morning I rose refreshed and ready for the day's challenges. Of course, I plan to spend the bulk of the day in the Barber Shop (Kevin's Kut Kreations). However, I have an agenda of things to complete this morning before I get there. We have not really launched publicity of our revival the way we should have. This morning I will attempt to get an announcement on the community calendars (channels 3, 6 and 10) and possibly in the newspaper. Then I will contact area Pastors to attempt to gain their support. History has proven that Corpus Christi is not what one would call a "Church town." Therefore, it takes a concerted effort to realize a successful event. We have made posters and also what I call "windshield flyers." These will go out in mass quantities for the next several days. I thank God for several of the members at "The Ship" who really step up and contribute their time into these sort of efforts. Once I get all of that going we will spend some much needed time at the church. We have several maintenance issues to handle there. Primarily, the water heater at the church has malfunctioned and appears to need replacement. After that, there are a host of minor "routine" maintenance things that will need attention. Well, those items at "The Ship" and "The Shop" should keep me busy enough today. I ask you all to agree with me in prayer that God would send us a few good Godly brothers to covenant with the Pastor in these sort of things. Not that we don't have good brothers at our church. However, it is a rarity to see one who shares the Heart of the Pastor. God we praise You for what You have done, what You are doing and what You shall do. We recognize that "the harvest is plentiful but the laborers few." Lord, please send forth laborers....

Lord Send a Revival

2006-05-10T19:00:00.000-07:00

Today was another interesting day. Of course, we just finished with midweek bible study and prayer. God was faithful to those of us who were in attendance. The Lord gave interesting insight as relates to the life of King Saul. God asks the prophet Samuel a question in 1 Samuel 16:1, "How long with you mourn over Saul?..." I thank God for the journey of discovery He led us on tonight. Man, I just wish the "masses" of the congregation would finally get a clue to the awesome power and deliverance experienced in corporate study of the word. Regardless of that, God truly blesses in that time. I have come to look forward to that time of interaction with the congregation.

Well, we are now six days away from the first night of our Spring Revival. I am too excited to articulate in words. Pastor Kevin Willis, of Riverside M.B.C, will be our special guest for three nights. I still remember the powerful way God used him during our citywide crusade several years ago. I am overwhelmed that he would agree to come and share with our congregation. I am sincerely petitioning that the Lord would "send a revival" through the ministry of Pastor Willis. I recognize, more now than ever, that even the Pastor needs to be revived at different points in ministry. I am looking forward to being in fellowship with this anointed pastor and gleaning nuggets of insight to apply to my personal and pastoral endeavors.

Plop-Plop....Fizz-Fizz

2006-05-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

What can I say other than "Our God is an awesome God." I have a list of praise reports that would be difficult to exhaust in this post. To name two of them: 1) I thank God for granting healing and endurance to me. For the last week or so, I have struggled with a rather severe chest cold. However, God allowed me the strength to keep the Barber Shop open (the business is a praise report in and of itself). God also gave the strength to preach what I thought was an effective sermon on Sunday. God has been leading in a different direction than in times past. I really do feel that the preaching trend has invoked a more Pastoral tone lately. Of course, this makes for some quiet, thought provoking moments during the message. However, I thank God that He has been moving in this direction. I know that it will make for a greater and stronger church in the future. 2) God blessed the music ministry in a wonderful way on this Sunday. You may have noticed in a previous post that we were going to try something different for worship this past week. Our minister of music was out of the city on another ministry assignment and I decided to use "gospel performance tracks" to provide us with the music necessary for services. Man, God really smiled. The youth sang two songs with the tracks and they did a magnificent job. We also used it for praise upliftment, invitation and offering. I am just thrilled that it went as well as it did.

Thank you Lord for your many wonderful benefits toward us.

They that Wait!!!

2006-05-05T21:04:00.000-07:00

Man... To say that today was a long day would be a major understatement. It's times like this that calls to question my decision to try the "bi-vocational" thing for a while. I am sure that God will bless my stewardship. The ideal scenario would be the biblical one. Paul says, in 1 Corinthians 9:14, "that those who preach the gospel should live of the gospel." I have come to greatly appreciate and cherish those Christians who recognize that it is not beneficial to the body of Christ to "muzzle the ox who treads out the corn." But, I am truly grateful that God has blessed me with a multiplicity of talents and abilities. I count it a true blessing to be able to earn money in times of need. God is really blessing my entrepreneurial endeavors and I am truly thankful.

Our Sunday School lesson last Sunday reminded us of "God's Perfect Timing." I will continue to "wait on the Lord..." I know that "due season" is on its way. I did get some very good news today. One of our members has been working on a court appeal for almost eleven years now. Her family has diligently held to the premise that her brother's conviction was based on erroneous evidence. Well, after all this time they have finally gained an audience with the Appeal Review Board. The case is now currently under review. I count this as another testimony that "the race is not given to the swift nor to the strong, but to those that endure till the end." Lord, grant us the patience and strength to continually wait on you.

Sunday's Coming...

2006-05-04T20:19:00.000-07:00

It's the close of yet another Thursday. This is typically the day that sermon preparation becomes the most imminent and urgent task to complete. All week I have gathered insight and information. Now comes the time to petition the Lord about how to efficiently and effectively prepare and present a message that will be true to scripture and pleasing to God. Most times this is a task that is "easier said than done." Especially in light of the trend our congregation cannot seem to break as relates to Wednesday night bible study. My prayer is that God will raise the consciousness of the people and give them a yearning for the supernatural. What I don't want to do is become too mechanically "fussy" in my gospel presentation. I believe that God is calling us to more than the rudimentary things. I've spent the greatest part of my Pastoral ministry trying to escort "The Ship" into a time of revival and rededication. It may just be me, but I don't desire to spend any unnecessary time trying to get people to do things that should be automatic.

God has placed Revelations 2:1-7 on my heart so strongly for the last several weeks. Christ's letter to the church at Ephesus. He condemned them for leaving their "first love." This is certainly a place to mention that I actually had a person raise the question at our church "what's love got to do with it?" Well, Christ would say it has EVERYTHING to do with it. I have not yet received God's instruction to preach the text at our church. However I do certainly want them, like that Ephesian church, to "return to their first love and do the first works."

God is proving to be faithful. I had a wonderful day even in light of the cold-like symptoms I have struggled with for the last several days. I ask your prayers for our services this weekend. Our musician/minister of music will be out of the city for the weekend on a ministry assignment. Being that he is our only musician, I am going to attempt something we have never tried before. We have acquired some gospel "performance tracks" and we are going to attempt to introduce them into our worship service. I am sure that, with the congregation's cooperation, God will be exalted in our efforts.

Close to the Hill

2006-05-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

Today is my birthday. Man, it seems like just a few years ago I was 18 years old and on my way to the U.S. Air Force. Now, here we are 17 years later. To think that I would've been able to retire just three years from now is food for thought to those younger people that are considering a Military career. Where else can you receive a full retirement at age 38 years old?

I realize that, if the Lord says the same, I most likely have quite a few years ahead of me. However, there was a degree of reflection on this particular birthday that I had not experienced before. Until now, I was always adolescently happy to be getting OLDER. Much to my surprise, this was not the case this year. There was a small remnant of solitude and permanence that set in this year. My spiritual, educational and financial goals seem to have a greater urgency now than ever before.

It's amazing that many people spend the majority of their lives seeking those things that will ultimately fall and fail. I am glad that God has given me a greater perspective for the things that really matter in life.

Last night.... Man, it was just wonderful. My wife, Sis. LaTonya Pullam, organized a "surprise" birthday dinner. It was simply beautiful. They used the fellowship hall at my home church, St. John First Baptist Church. www.sjfbc.org They left no stone unturned as relates to the food, decorations and presents. I was, and am, totally amazed and appreciative of all the members that made this birthday one that I will never forget.

I must rush to say this: As a pastor, there is always a bitter/sweet reflection with each expression of love the congregation employs. I am always led to reflect and rejoice about all the wonderful things that God has done. There are some relationships that He has brought together that are nothing less than edifying. However, it is during these times that I as Pastor am reminded of the other aspect of this ecclesiastical pursuit. In an attempt to be effective and affectionate in ministry, I make it a point to be as loving, giving and Christian as I can. I am never satisfied until I have given my all to my congregation in ministry.

I believe God allows moments of encouragement in our lives, much like the one I had last night. It allows you the opportunity to observe those who really appreciate and love you for what you do. However, it also affords the discernment to learn who's just giving "lip service." There are still a great deal of people in the congregation that "talk the talk" but.... well, you know.

But, I'm not concerned with that crowd. God has given us more than enough with the faithful few that have a heart for the pastor, people and purpose of church God has given us stewardship of. Those few make this charge and calling a little easier and much more palatable.

Don't worry, I don't feel old y'all....

Charles R. Swindoll gives his "Five Tips for staying young":

1. Your mind is not old, keep developing it.
2. Your humor is not over, keep enjoying it.
3. Your strength is not gone, keep using it.
4. Your opportunity have not vanished, keep pursuing them.
5. God is not dead, keep seeking Him.

LaTonya, thank you baby for allowing God to use your heart to do something so timely and appreciated.

An attempt at Extroversion

2006-05-03T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hello,

I thank God for the opportunity to express my thoughts and daily development through the vehicle of this blog. Anyone who knows me, in a more intimate way, will concur that I have always been the recluse. I score about as high as is possible on the "introversion" section of the Five Factor Personality Test.

It's not that I don't like people. I very much like the Koinonia/fellowship that we enjoy as the body of Christ. However, I have come to grips with the fact that I would rather be at my desk with a book than on the phone or at a social gathering. Unfortunately, as a Pastor, this is not always an asset.

So, I am venturing to change that. I realize that there are great benefits in strong communication. With God's help this will be an area where my family and friends can more adequately know "where my head is at" on things that are sometimes in question. I pray that this will be a means of ministry that will prove to build up and not break down.